Crazier [a text talk novel]

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adaline
hello
pasintabi
pero
pwede magrant?
alam ko namang di mo babasahin
pero bahala na
nanaginip kasi ako
i was speaking to someone
but the person i was was blurred
but i knew who he is
sort of
hahahahaha
tanda ko lahat ng sinabi ko river
at ikkwento sayo ngayon
"nung nagpunta ako ng korea, naglagay ako ng love lock na may pangalan ko at mo
nakalagay r ❤️ a tas 2019 sa baba. tapos ngayon lahat to totoo na. you were just a dream. di ko alam na magkakatotoo ka. pinagdadasal kita ng super tagal. tangina lagi kitang pinagdadasal. di lilipas ang araw na hindi ako pumupunta ng capilla para ipagdasal ka. pati games mo. kasali lahat yun pero dumating sa point na
diba lumabas yung pics mo with a girl in 2016
tas nireject mo pa ko earlier that year. i still loved you. i still stayed kasi sabi ng kapatid ko love doesnt need reciprocation. you only need to love and give wholeheartedly. kahit hindi maibalik, kahit iignore ka, kahit ireject ka, sermonan ka, pagalitan ka, ighost ka at kahit tanggalin ka sa buhay nila. kasi kung talagang gusto mo yung tao at pure ang intensyon mo?mahalin mo lang kasi ibbless ka ni Lord. hindi man siya mismo ang ibigay sayo, atleast pinakilala sayo. and so after that, after that i prayed for you still. everytime i see you off your mood, i cry and ask Jesus why my prayers arent working. i cry every single time. every time ramdam kong di ka okay noon?pinagdadasal kita na sana He heals you from the things that keep on hurting you. every time na malungkot ka o galit ka lagi akong nagtatanong kung san ako nagkukulang sa pagdadasal para sayo. pero alam kong may plano sya para sayo kaya tinuloy ko lang mangyari man o hindi. i always pray for you and im not joking. everytime na maglalaro ka at alam kong kabado ka binibilin ko kay lord at sa guardian angel mo na yakapin ka at hawakan nila ang kamay mo para sakin. yes i have always been here. i always look after you. i always have you in my prayers. even way back when i didnt know you, i knew at some point i was going to meet you. i knew you're going to be part of life.  kaya nga nung nakita na kita ayaw na kitang pakawalan. i have always loved you, r. you have always been a dream to begin with. di ko lang naimagine na magkakatotoo. first thing in the morning pag hinahanap mo ko? at sinesermonan for cramming shit and all, pwede na lumabas yung puso ko sa dibdib ko sa sobrang tuwa. ngingiti ka nalang gusto ko nalang na itago ka sa bulsa ko. feel ko kumpleto na yung buhay ko, tapos na yung misyon ko. salamat sa pagmamahal na di ko inakalang makukuha ko, r. hahanapin ulit kita sa kabilang buhay at gagawin lahat ng gusto natin. mahal kita. mahal kita...."
then it faded muna then i heard myself pray "....please help r with everything he needs to accomplish, may he have the strength to fave challenges and love and live life to the fullest. remember him from my prayer 3 years ago Lord? this is it Lord. eto na siyaaaa! nasa akin na and i could ask for more. you blessed with more that i deserved and i cant thank you enough. he's amazing Lord, just like how we both imagined him to be when im in his life already. thanks for blessing us with so much, Lord. thy will be done always, Amen."
then dream faded and i finally woke up.
i never got to know who r was. tinry ko matulog uli pero that kind of love was so pure ano? praying for the one you love? 😌😅
he was only standing there pero sobrang vivid ng presence at shadow nya kahit di ko kita yung mukha niya mismo.
don't you think its nice that someone could say such pure things to a person?
dont u think na ang ganda rin pakinggan na someone loves you THIS MUCH. and they waited for you THAT LONG, diba?
di ko alam na pero tandang tanda ko lahat.
sino kaya yung r na yon HHHAHHAHAAHAHHAAHA ang ambisyosa ni a ha talagang naglagay sya ng year noh?
siguro talagang hinihintay nya na dumating yung araw na magkikilala na sila noh?
kahit di inaasahan
tapos sobrang random lang
hehe
ako kaya si a? 😂😂
hahahahahahahahaha
it felt so real
😖

ricci paolo
just read everything
baka ako si r
river hahahaha

adaline
😂😰🤭
hoy hindi nga kita kilala

ricci paolo
pero ako kilala kita
ooh sounds familliar? kanino mo nga line yan ulit? 🤔

adaline
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