The return

1.

" Hello, my name is Trey ." He stuck his hand out to me , intending that I shake it .

The first thing I noticed ( after his British accent ) , was his tall body , covered in tattoos, his brown eyes looking straight into mine .

Fuck, he's so hot . His skin was tanned, and his dark brown hair made him look hotter , if that was even possible .

I gave him an awkward smile and stood up , shaking his hand ,

"  Sonia ."

He smiled at me , showing his pearl white teeth.

I pulled my hand away from his and sat back down on the couch. He joined me, and sat next to me.

" Are you enjoying the party so far ?" deep, raspy voice. So sexy. I cleared my throat before speaking ,

" I'm not really into parties ."

" That's a shame ."

" Are you ? Do you like going out ?" I snapped back at him.

" Nah, I'm not into it . I've had my fun back in the day." We both looked at each other . There was something about his face . I couldn't tell yet , but the way he was talking , the way he was looking at me . I liked this guy .

" How come you're sitting here alone ?" Trey turned his body to me.

" I'm not alone , you're here with me ."

He let out a small chuckle and nodded .

" Before me you were ."

" I really don't mind being alone."

He licked his lips before looking around the room.

" Who you're here with ?"

I looked at him confused as to where this was going

" My friend. You might know him , Ralph."

He nodded and we sat there in complete silence . To be honest , I didn't mind the silence . It was an honor to have him sit next to me . I could smell his perfume , and by his perfume I knew he wasn't my age , pretty far from it . It was strong and manly, it suited him.

I was very shy and awkward around new people , especially if it was a male . I felt insecure and got anxious.

That didn't stop Trey from asking me all kinds of questions . He was asking me what school I go to , what's my plan in life , what is something I'm passionate about , and by the end of the night I was able to speak to him like we're friends .

It was late at night , and pretty much everyone was asleep, except us. We were sitting in the kitchen , with dimmed lights, giggling and showing each other pictures on our phones .

Me and my boyfriend decided to take a break , and me sitting here at a friends house with a random good looking guy wasn't good .

I fell for people quick . It didn't take me long to have a crush on someone . But it didn't mean I fell in love with that person , sometimes I thought that I did , and then realized that it was just a crush .

But when I did love , truly and deep, it was painful . I always loved with every bit of my heart , and I was an easy target , meaning when I loved , it was easy to hurt me.

Spending the whole night with this guy , ruined my whole plan. I promised myself to work on me , and to not focus on someone else , but myself . Looks like God is testing me and my actions .

Sparks were flying from both of us , his laugh made me want to know more and more about him. I was interested in him , and that didn't happen often . Usually I was the one , who didn't give much away about myself , and I left guys wanting to know more and more about me.

It was exactly 6.am. Couple beers later, couple laughs later , he put his arm around me and looked at me like no one ever has, and I felt my insecurities go away. I didn't feel ugly or horrible anymore . I didn't think how someone like him could be interested in me. For once in my life , I felt accepted and not judged . At least at that moment .

" You did something to me." He whispered moving his arm away.

" What do you mean ?"

" I like you, you intrigue me."

I started to laugh , that can't be right .

" I think the beer is talking ."

He became serious and furrowed his eyebrows,

" You think I'm lying ?"

" I think you're drunk."

He stood up behind me, leaning forward, feeling his breath on my neck ,

" I'm offended princess. We'll see tomorrow."

And I watched him go.

My heart was racing so hard. I had goosebumps on my arms . My lips dry , my head spinning.
What was going on with me ?

The next morning, aka the same morning , just couple hours later , everyone slowly woke up, talking about how much they had to drink and how awful they were feeling.

I hadn't slept , I was up , on my phone , scrolling through Instagram. Waiting for him to come , but he didn't show up.

More hours later, when my friend felt okay to drive , me and Ralph were ready to leave . I packed up all my stuff and watched him say goodbye to everyone.

" You're not going to say bye to me?" Shivers down my spine.

Of course it was Trey. His hair all messed up, his face a bit swollen but still hot.

" bye I guess?" Why was I so awkward ?

He smiled at me and pulled me into a hug. Here goes his perfume again , but it wasn't as strong as earlier, now it was more neutral and sweeter , either way I didn't mind .

" I wasn't drunk to forget what I said. I meant it." He whispered in my ear. I had to close my eyes and breathe . How can someone I didn't even know make me feel all those things ?

I didn't know what to say back, so I pulled away from his hug, turned away and left . I didn't dare to look back.

I was scared . His voice did wonders and it was so seductive that he could tell me to murder someone , and I probably would've .

Thank God I won't see him again.
At least I think so...