The return

6.

Trey told me we're going to dinner on the beach, and I got very excited. I put on high waisted jeans , with a leather shirt , and over knee leather boots.

I was very surprised, when we entered the most beautiful hotel ever , and we had a reservation for two outside . Just in time for sunset. He came to sit next to me, like usual , his arm around me looking at the sunset , I turned my attention on him and smiled at his serious face .

The sunset was so beautiful tonight and the sky was like cotton candy to my eyes . I felt his arm squeeze me tighter so I looked at him again , this time he was looking back at me.

" I like you , lots."

" Mhm. Really ?"

I questioned him , don't know why I did it , but I did anyway .

" You think I would lie ?" He asked me running his hands through his hair .

" I don't know."

I immediately saw that I have upset him . He moved his arm away , and rested on my chair . Thank god waitress came with our food and broke the awkward situation between us.

" I didn't mean to upset you."

" No that's cool. You were honest."

" Trey. I'm sorry , I know it's not your fault, but it's hard for me to trust anyone ." I reached out for my drink , " I know you're like the best guy ever . Possibly too good for me, and I never deserved you."

" Why do you talk like this?" His eyebrows furrowed.

I was honestly so attracted to him . The way his eyes stared at me when he was concerned or confused , the way he stared when I kissed him or complimented him , or just spoke to him in general. His face always showed me he cares and listens to my nonsense so carefully like it's something important. I could talk about my favorite fruit and he would sit there , his arm around me, listening and smiling at me. I could not explain the weird feeling in my stomach , every time he looked at me .

" Because it's true . I never get good guys. It's just bad ones ."

" Then let me change that."

My heart skipped a beat and I was trying to stay calm as possible . I didn't know what to say so I looked at him , my thoughts fading away.

" Or you don't want that ? You're not ready ?"

Right , he asked me something , focus .

" I guess the way I am, is I need to have all the possible proof I can have , like reassurance."

He chuckled a bit .

" You haven't given me any reassurance tho . Maybe I'm just going crazy over you when you could just dump me the next day."

He was right , I asked a lot , because of the trust issues , but I couldn't give any of that back to him or anyone else .

I kept eating my food without saying a word . I hated the thought of him thinking I'm using him or I don't like him. He knows I like him , how could he not know that ? Can't he see how I act with him , how I look at him ?

" How are you liking the food babe ?" Trey asked me, snapping me back to reality.

" It's very good , thanks babe." I smirked at the nickname he has given me . Calling him the same in return just to tease him . His British accent made it sound three times better.