SHY | DAHMO

Chapter 9: Relief

Dahyun's P.O.V (Point Of View)

"Good job Dahyun-ssi" the staff congratulated me as I headed backstage. Drenched in sweat I plop on the small couch resting my body. I sighed trying to comprehend everything that happened. 

The pain in my muscles didn't even compare to the mess my mind was. Everything was happening so fast and I didn't think I could handle it. Those few days I've been back were literally filled with the most tears I've ever shed in my entire life. My head was spinning and the knock on the backstage door only caused a bigger mess.

"Dahyunie it's Jin!" my brother softly spoke outside the door. I got up from the couch as he entered the room with a flower bouquet "You were uh-amazing" he said forcing me to sit in order to rest.

"Did you know?" I said cutting to the chase. I wasn't mad or anything, maybe the opposite. He didn't look at my eyes as he kept glancing around in the small room, scratching the back of his head awkwardly.

"Yes he knew about it" a voice interrupted us.

"Fuck! Chaeng I literally told you not to go-ughhh" Jeongyeon shouted frustrated outside of the door as the short female barged into the room. I shot up from my seat, my eye widening as her small figure stood in front of me

"I asked him to drive us here" Chaeyoung stated, tapping her food on the ground. Her high heels making the most annoying sound to exist on the planet.

"Cool" I replied trying to keep my shit together

"Cool?" she replied confused by my answer.

"Girls!" I half shouted suddenly gaining my confidence.

Not long after I called them out the girls started entering the room. First was Jeongyeon clearly mad at Chaeyoung for interrupting. She stood by the door's frame as Jihyo and Sana entered the room behind her. Both of them had their best smiles on, their faces lighting up when seeing me for the first time after a long time. Mina and Nayeon followed behind quietly standing close to the mini fridge that was placed in the room. Last entered Tzuyu, her face didn't show any emotion as she joined Sana and Jihyo.

There was a moment of silence before I spoke up "So you clearly heard what-" I was cut off by Chaeyoung.

"We know you're sorry!" the girl whined throwing herself on me "I just want us to be okay again, please?" she pleaded. I cleared my throat tightly hugging her back.

"The song is not enough" I started "I need to apologize to you individually". Chaeyoung pulled away "I know what I did wrong, not saying I'm leaving that is. You are all aware that when I set a goal I will go as far as I can to achieve it and that's what I did. With my father's disaproval and my mother's reputation I felt burdened so I decided it was best for me to leave" I spoke once again eyeing all of them.

"Nayeon unnie, I know I promised to stay the day-" I immidielty stopped myself as I remember the scenes of the eventful night.

[Flashback]

(A/N: WARNING THE FLASHBACK CONTAINS SOME GRAPHIC STUFF REGARDING SUICIDE)

"Yeah I'll gladly go check on her!" I said on the phone "She's probably studying that's why she won't pick up her phone" I exclaimed calming Nayeon's father down.

Being a single father with a full time job at a engineering company was hard and Nayeon's father was trying his best to provide everything for his only daughter. He had recently left a few days for a business trip and had been worried all day about Nayeon since she wasn't picking up her phone.