the kissing booth secret

the beginning

"noah im serious"

"i know elle i just dont think this will work...i just don't understand why you want to keep it a secret"

"because noah the last thing i need is for our family to fall apart"

"so what you tell them you don't know and then there just gonna tell you to have a test done"

"well when that time comes i will tell them i just dont want to "

"and what about you someone should be there for you"

"i will i have my parents and lee and you of course"

"only in secret basically...that's not fair elle...not to mention rumors are going around that were messing around and lee wont believe them but once people know your pregnant hell figure it out"

"i thought of that..you just have to be..you know...Noah flynn"

"and that means..."

"a player. just you know do your thing"

"elle i'm not gonna cheat on you"

"just dont worry about it noah were not together anyway so its fine okay...and i will play my part"

"elle..."

"noah its fine all i have to say is i don't know who the father is and that is that"

"what about me....i mean i've always been protective of you but especially now. guys are gonna try stuff just cause your pregnant doesn't stop them i wont be able to help it"

"so...everyone's always known you to pick fights for me and lee and the fact that im pregnant just means you're extra protective it wont be suspicious"

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no matter how hard i tried to focus on anything all i can think about is noah.my dad knows but not who the father is,he was super understanding but all i can think about is noah.not noah right now but noah from the past...i remember a time when we were playing hide and seek and he found me first but he knew i hated to be the seeker so he told me to hide again.i guess i didnt mean much then but looking back at it all i never would have thought he would have been my baby's father.the past few days was starting to weigh on me, i didnt intend to tell people at school but  of course one of the OMG's was at the clinic with their mom when i was getting my first ultrasound and now the whole school knows.in my situation i need june and of course she is totally willing to help but i cant be around her lying to her about her grandchild.she did of course agree not to tell lee so i could do it myself so that's on the agenda for today and then there's noah i told her that i would have lee tell him.i also know that im only 10 weeks but still kinda crazy.

im the most afraid about tomorrow because its the first day of school since everyone found out.i know that lee will have my back but still.*ding*...*ding*.

i picked up my phone

lee:ill see you at 5

me:ok

noah:can i give you a ride tomorrow

me:no that would be suspicious 

noah:not if lee comes

me:ok yeah ill tell him 

noah:so when can we meet again

me:maybe like 6 today im coming to tell lee and then ill just tell him that i want to tell you in person

noah:ok and what about after that

me:i dont know well manage but ill talk to you later im kinda tired

noah:can u send me the picture of the ultrasound

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