the kissing booth secret

deal or deal breaker

Elles POV
Tomarrow is my 20 week appointment.i have mixed feeling because I want to check on the baby but at my last appointment I had everyone with me.would it make things worst if we went together.how would it effect me and noah if I didn't go with him.

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"Elle are u going to school today honey"my dad asks totally breaking me out out of thought.

"Oh um yeah I think so"i say sounding more confident then I feel.my bump is small but that doesn't change the fact that everyone knows I'm pregnant.i want to go as far as I can in high school before I have to leave forever.luckily the online program for my school is really good and some of the graduates go to good schools and get careers.

So I guess I have to call noah for a ride then.no big deal.we've been talking all week since Lee found out.i just need to text him and explain what's going on.worst case scenario my dad will take me.oh my God elle get ahold of yourself.

Elle:hey

Noah:hey.whats up

Elle:I'm going to school today

Noah:u sure

Elle:yeah

Noah:can I give u a ride

Elle:yeah that would be awesome thank you

Noah:you dont have to thank me

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So I'm gonna go to school.no I'm not.wait yes I am.yep I am

Lee will be there of course but noah said there doing ok.ok is good right?

I have half and hour till noah gets here and t im say I'm nervous would be an understatement.highschool drama is past me now but doesnt mean the drama wont still apply its self to me. I have 5 of 6 classes with Lee so maybe I can build a bridge between us.

After getting dressed i head downstairs to eat before today.my dad us already gone along with my brother so I take an apple and a yogurt and sit and wait for noah .

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"So I cant go to the appointment tomarrow"noah days sounded pretty irritated.

"Oh okay uh why."?

"My parents want to go to some event out of town.we leave around 1 today.i tried to get out of it but no luck.im sorry."

"Its fine noah it wont hurt to miss one appointment"i smile to calm him.it really isnt a big deal.

"But um just let me know what the doctor says"

I nod as my phone rings.its my doctors office.

"Hello"

"Hi is this Elle evans"

"Yes it is"

"Okay so there was a mix up with appointment times .so are you able to come in today"

"Uhh yeah what time"

"Umm does 12 work"

"Yes thank you I'll be there"

"Sorry for the innconvience.have a good day miss evans"

Great now noah can go he should like that.

"So my appointment got moved to today at 12 so u can go"i say a little too excitedly.

"Crap I cant my parents are calming me out at 1130 so we can head out of down by 1"

"Thats fine"i chuckle lightly hoping I sound genuine I guess I wanted him to go more then I thought.

"Do you just want to go home then since you'll be leaving early"

That sounds like a good idea so I nod and smile.

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Worst doctors appointment ever.

"Congenital heart disease"
And
"Your baby"
In the same sentence.

The doctor said the baby could have developmental problems,organ failures,breathing problems and may even die before he or she is born.

This pregnancy is stressful enough and now this.its only 1230 and noah may still be home I dont really know what to so o just feel like noah is where I need to be.why does my baby have to have a hole in there heart.

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I pull up to the Flynn house and see there cars are still here so I wipe my tears and park.

I quickly wiggle my ways up the path.i knock loudly.the door opens scaring me more then my heart can take.mrs.Flynn smiles and pulls me in for a hug.

"Elle sweety you know you dont need to knock "she smiles warmly.

"Oh yeah I know umm I know you guys are leaving but I need to talk to Noah"

"Uhh Noah's with a friend for the night but were going out for dinner.your welcome to join."

"No thank you I gotta get me and this baby home"i gotta get out a here because my tears are about to flood this whole dam neiborhood.i quickly turn away and head for my car.

He lied.

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