Butterfly ( BTS Namjoon x makane line)[ON HOLD]

Chapter-9

Taehyung x Namjoon (Taejoon)

Taehyung
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Through the pavements covered with dry leaves , I walked to the park dejected and tired . I am tired of my parents yelling at me . I am tired of this life , of everything, this society. I have only this thin strand of string pulling from the darkness , of killing myself and it's you . I never knew I would fell in love with you, I thought it was just adoration. I never met someone so calm , so peaceful. But it's said the sea remains silent when there is a hurricane coming . So , this facade you make was it because because you have too much in your mind or you are too suffering like me , are you broken like me too ? Today I took up the courage and walked to you , today I was gonna do it .
" Hyung , I .. I may sound creep but I have been watching you sitting in this place since last few months .... And I ..I want to be your friend."
" friend ." He said and laughed . "Aren't they always mean to leave ? So what's the use of making friends .. Just because they were there for us since the beginning , we can't expect them to be there till the end. And friends are there to be with us every kith and kin ... So why ?"
Hearing those words from him made my heart broke , I was right after all . Nobody in this world has happy life . Everyone has a grey shade in their life . Some people can just move on , some people still grasp them , some just keep the essence and continue their life . There are people we think we can't live without, we can't imagine our life without them . Friends . But the memories that we spent , keep us together. Anything isn't stable in this world , anything won't be same as it was yesterday. And a slide keeps going people come and go .... Only memories remain .
" Hyung , I know it hurts when people we love leave . Everything can't remain in the same way it is today , people change , nature cycles but what's important is that whether you smile when you were having a moment with him . Do you smile when you remember any memories with them ? If you do that's what's keep you together. Memories. If the world don't let's us see them , memories will . So hyung , I want to be part of your memories. Will you let me be ? "  He seemed shocked at my blabber . He nodded and smiled a small smile that doesn't even reach his eyes but I knew this was a step towards his heart .
I felt his eyes quiver .
" Hyung , you know it's OK to cry . It's okay to know that you are not okay . It's okay to break down because we have been trying to be strong for too long ."
And wrapping arms around one another we were sitting under the moonlight near the pond illuminating the blue light .
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Without a choice , with no other alternative
Under the moonlight I am picking up my scattered self
(4 o'clock-BTS RM & V)
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:) :) :)
I like it ... Do you and don't worry next one will be a normal chapter of present .