Butterfly ( BTS Namjoon x makane line)[ON HOLD]

Chapter-16

" Jimin.."

Namjoon whispers opening the slightly opened door . Yes , Namjoon isn't on good terms with Jimin but when he heard few moans and wheezes he becomes curious and afraid . He knew Jimin always had panic attacks . Back then , he would shower him with cuddles and hugs to stop his attacks . He always found the younger to be strong whether physically or emotionally. He was someone who he would always lean to . So when he saw Jimin in his vulnerable state his heart clenched . The younger's face was drowned in salty tears , his cheeks and nose red , lungs on fire , he was wheezing . So , when Namjoon saw him in this state again his heart broke . He forgot all about his grudge , disappointment and just ran to the younger to wrap his arms around the small figure , whispering sweet nothings to his ear . Jimin when he heard Namjoon's voice he was somehow afraid that he would lash out on him again but when he felt arms wrapped around him , he was shocked would be an understatement. They fit perfectly again like a key to its lock .

"take slow breathes with me ... One ... Inhale ..release. .two ...inhale..release "

And after Jimin calms down , they both remain in silence, it wasn't awkward but rather a comforting silence . It was like he found home ... Namjoon was Jimin's home & Jimin was Namjoon's home . They felt warm . Do you know the warm feeling you get on cold nights in winter , cuddling with your lover near the fire , yeah it's that warm feeling they feel now .
" Joonie .." Jimin whispers his old nickname , apparently his favourite.
Jimin starts to shed tears again . He finally broke . He can't stay away from him . The bond , the connection they share is something they can't break . No matter how hard they tried , they can't stay away from each other .
" I am sorry . I am sorry for everything. I didn't realise how much I hurt you . I was really stupid and naive back then . I am sorry . I was afraid you approaching you , of touching you , of just gazing at you . I didn't want to break you again . I don't want to do anything stupid again . But I can't stop myself anymore. I am sorry Joonie , can you forgive me . "
Namjoon , his hearts hammers in his chest almost breaking his ribs .
" I just want to know ... Why ? Am I that pathetic? Don't I deserve a single explanation ? Do you hate me that much Jimin ?"
Jimin's heart constricted after hearing those words . He wanted to jump off a building to make his love feel that way .

" I was afraid Namjoon . I was afraid because before I met you , I was a free soul but after you came in my life . Everything changed . You held that much power to me that if you said I should jump off a cliff , I would probably do . I didn't want someone to have that force against me . I didn't want you to drive me crazy . So I distanced myself , I slowly started ignoring you . Hell , I even bullied you to make you hate me but you didn't . So , I just spread rumours about me sleeping with Mina and you being a slut . I am sorry Joonie , I was so naive back then . I was so foolish to realise you were my everything. I was afraid . I am sorry ." Jimin said as he broke into another fit of sobs .

" I forgive you . Let's start anew . Let's be friends. Do you want to be my friend Park Jimin ? "

Jimin wanted to scream in happiness and cry at the same time . He was happy that Namjoon forgave him and took a small step of mending their bonds by handing out friendship . But he was too possessive & greedy to be just his friend . Jimin wanted to be Joon's everything like Joon was his . But at the moment he tamed his beast that slept inside his dark heart and shook Namjoon's hands . They linked their pinkies to promise a better relationship.

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( I am scared , just as my heart flutters .
Because destiny keeps getting jealous of us .
I'm just as scared as you . )
- BTS Jimin ( serendipity)

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Ayo , how are you fam ? Has been a long time right ? Sorry !
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AND MOONFAIRIES ... IMMA JUST GOING TO EXPLODE WITH MINJOON MOMENTS... LIKE THEY ARE OBVIOUS THESE DAYS ....
AND DID YOU GUYS KNOW THAT THEY WENT ON A DATE LAST MONTH OR SOMETHING... THEY RODE BIKES ... UwU

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