Butterfly ( BTS Namjoon x makane line)[ON HOLD]

Chapter-15

It's been 2 years after bangtan's debut . All the members have became closer , like a family . But still there has been some grudges between Jimin and Namjoon . They were okay when they were with the members or near the army but behind those walls of camera , they were awkward. Namjoon wasn't angry anymore at him but just sad and disappointed.....maybe . He just wanted a simple apology and the reason  why he left him . Was he that pathetic ? And Jimin . It wasn't like he didn't want to apologise. It was just because he thought he doesn't deserve forgiveness. He craves for Namjoon's touch . He wanted to wrap his arm around him , press his lips on his fluffy ones . He was going crazy just to feel his touch but after all he has done to him he feels he doesn't deserve Namjoon. Namjoon was an angel . He was innocent and naive . Jimin . He thinks he is a demon . He is too selfish to want Namjoon all for himself after what he has done to him . He doesn't want to taint Namjoon , his love , his life . It's better if he stays away from him right ? Even if he seems arrogant , disgrace in front of him . He is doing this for Namjoon . So , here he is just sitting near his bed . His cheeks and eyes puffy and red , his nose bleeding . He gasp for air , his lungs burning unable to breathe . He was sick of all this . He had been able to control the green monster of jealousy in metal chains all these two years when he saw Namjoon  with Jungkook and Taehyung . But today it was just too much . His thread of patience was broken . Jungkook confessed to Namjoon and they kissed just in front of him . His love was taken . And he did nothing to make him his . He lost even without fighting. This is making him have a panic attack . The picture of them kissing keeps repeating in his mind . His mind is fogged with anger , jealous and fear . He doesn't want to lose joon . He just can't . But he is afraid of doing something he might regret later . So here he is suffering alone , balling his eyes out . He lets out a sob at the thought of never having joon in his arm again .

" Jimin.."

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If only I could rewind time and start over you cry between shadow and light .
Don't leave me
I believe reach out
(Don't leave me - BTS)
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I am sorry guys but I am not that heartless. I love Jimin . Like he is my bias but still I made him a bad guy . I am sorry but it's just a story . But guys really Jimin looks good with everything...when I mean everything it's everything ok ...like disco balls earring

And guys don't you think there is like lot of MINJOON these days ...
I am in a daze ... Just wow ... Just marry each other ... UwU

I love this dorks 😂😂😂😂