We finally move in together. Unfortunately, I have to share a room with Taehyung . Hoseok hyung , Jimin and Jungkook are sharing one room while yoongi hyung and Jin hyung were sharing one . I am trying my best him . But all the skin contact , the eye contact it's making me feel awkward . He tries to talk to me every time but I cut him off every time . Jungkook literally sleeps on my bed everyday . He knows about my trauma , he knows how it grips my neck making me gasp for air . That night , it might have been years since that night but it haunts me till today . And today when Jungkook had to go home because of a family problem , he asked if I could be by myself . I send him off quickly , not showing him my nervousness. And here I am now gripping my bed sheet , my breathing unsteady as I gasped out for air, tears pooling at the side of my eyes . I was having another panic attack. I was wishing I went with Jungkook . But suddenly , I was spooned by two long pairs of arms .
" Breathe when I count joonie ." A deep husky voice said sending chills down to my spine . He counted and I breathed in every time. I finally calmed down . I didn't want to be in his arms , it bought back memories but I felt safe in this moment .
" Joonie , I am sorry . I am really sorry . I am sorry." He kept murmuring like a mantra as he cried . I didn't know how to react so I kept quiet in his arms .
" Joonie , I wanted to stop you that day . I wanted to hold you back do much , I wanted to grab you in my arms so that you couldn't leave but I couldn't . My parents the-y they threatened me that if I keep seeing you they would kill you and they would kill my sister . I am sorry . I was so afraid, I didn't want you to die because of me do I didn't stop you . I am sorry .I am sorry ."
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I want you to be your night
Babe you could be your night
So that I could be honest with you tonight .
(promise- BTS Jimin )
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Do you think Namjoon will forgive him ? Did Taehyung always protected him ?
I love giving you people cliff hangers .... Until next time (:
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Butterfly ( BTS Namjoon x makane line)[ON HOLD]
FanfictionHis pure heart was broken ... Not once ...twice . His heart has been broken into pieces as small as sand . Still his his heart was working somehow , his soul fighting to live . But now when the people who hurt him want him back. Can he protect his s...
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