Random Shit By Me!!!!

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Hi, welcome to another episode of Kaitlyn having a mental breakdown! Well then, haven't had one of these in a while, huh? So, I barely got any sleep last night, you know, the usual staying up til 3 in the morning wondering why I have no friends. I mean, when you have no one that asks you to hang out and no one to help you when you have to do work that requires more than one person. Like, I ask someone to finish up one last box I had to tape out and they said no and told me my boxes were wrong! Like do you wanna redo them? No? THEN SHUT THE FUCK UP! Ugh...I feel like the friends I have get annoyed with me, I really do. Fake friends exist, it's just who they are is kinda hard to pick out. I feel like everyone in theatre is annoyed with me cause I'm the freshman that hangs out with the upperclassmen trying to be cool. They go out and hang out with each other and they all hang out. Well, here I am with no one ever asking me if I want to hang out. I don't ask people to hang out cause almost everytime they either don't hang out with me or they cancel on me. I don't have anyone at my school that I can talk about anime with or rant about anything. No body ever texts me unless they're asking me a question, in a group chat that idk why they put me in, or I'm role playing. I have like two people that text me on a regular basis and one of them lives on the other side of America! Yeah, we role play most of the time, but we talk about the hard times that we're going through and funny little things. The other I've known since 7th grade and we just send shitpost to one another. Most of the time I don't even think they'll (my friends at school) care if anything happens to me, I really don't. I have a boyfriend that gets butthurt too fucking easily and friends that don't really talk to me unless they're getting answers from me. Idk if this even makes sense...I'll stop now.