Just a Little Poetry

Too Much

All of this

Most nights

It's all too much

Even the breath of another person

Can send me reeling.

I just want to punch something

The only thing that stops the feels

Is falling deep asleep

Or screaming loud music at the top of my lungs.

But both are hard to do at school.

Or the store.

Or anywhere that isn't my bedroom

Late at night.

My whole can be ruined in less than a second

When it hits.

All of it is too much.

My life

Breathing

Any noise that I don't make

My blood curdles at the feeling.

LIfe falls apart when

All of this

Is too much.