In·fi·del·i·ty

XIV. Second Nature

"Must have lost your way from heaven, could it be for me you came so far? You're like a star I feel so common..."

Onika
September 12
LA, California
12:30 pm

"That flight wasn't too bad was it?" Dalton asked as we got ourselves situated into one of Bey's many tinted sprinter vans.

"No it was nice, but then again it was on a private jet so why wouldn't it be." I joked a bit causing Dalton to laugh.

"But tell me something...do you ever get use to...all this?" I asked, of course I'd traveled, been to different places around the world, met all types of people, but Beyoncé's world was a different type of view, it seemed to never stop and was constantly moving and evolving.

"Yes and no, it's a demanding job, it's hard being away from family months at a time, but after all the hardwork, preparation and dedication, and then finally seeing the outcome of what we work on come to fruition and seeing Beyoncé do what she does best, I think it's well worth it, really gives you a lot of pride." Dalton spoke, I could see he really did take alot of pride in being apart of Beyoncé's camp, from what I saw so far he literally held her entire schedule and life together all with the blush colored MacBook and 2 IPhones that were always glued to him.

Even if she requested for heaven to be brought down to earth I'm sure he'd still find away to get it done.

And if I could help it, the question wouldn't even need to be asked.

I thought back to yesterday as a smile graced my lips, Beyoncé and I's interaction had been swirling around my head since it ended, I felt like a kid again, the feelings so overwhelming and constant, almost enough to cloud the seriousness of the situation, I knew shit was complicated already and I hated it, but for right now I didn't want to think on the complexities, I decided to simply just enjoy the rare and organic feelings of joy and happiness I had.

Something I felt like maybe I deserved after so much misery lately with my family situation.

Beyoncé had literally turned my entire world upside down.

Something I did expect, but never in this manner.

"Speaking of misses ma'am, she is not feeling too hot and I definitely need to get an appointment set this week with her doctor while we're in LA." Dalton said while typing away furiously on his phone, I staid silent as my curiosity was now piqued, after I had left Beyoncé's room to gather my items she had texted me that she would be catching a flight to get home to her daughter and the Jet would double back and collect me and the remaining team.

But I hadn't seen or sensed any indication that she didn't feel well, not to mention I hadn't gotten a response back from her through text, but then again I'd only responded to her message with a 'Be safe!', I'd even attached a red heart for good measure.

I hope she was alright and it wasn't anything that would plague her.

I ran my hands through my hair, stress and concern making my chest suddenly feel heavy, I was worried about her now, the attachment I had to her seemed to nearly triple in size in the mere hours we'd been apart, I wanted to be there for her and offer any comfort she might need.