Red Roses

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I woke up in a bed on the bus, and with a body behind me with an arm around me holding me tight. My whole body felt warm it felt amazing.

I look back to see ski slightly snoring it was cute and I remember everything that happen last night and I really dont regret it, I'm glad because what ki did last night to me was fucked all the way up and I hated it.

I knew having sex with ski wouldn't help but I just felt like it would be revenge and I would feel equal but I knew I was wrong, ki could have any girl he wanted and I couldnt have any man because I would be called a slut and I'm not. I'm just lost.

I got up and threw on a hoodie that was laying on the ground I noticed it was ski's but I didnt care I had to pee.

I went to the bathroom and used it then came out, I guess me and ski missed the meet and greet and i felt bad and i had much to do today, I cant sleep in with ski even though I would love to.

As I walked past ski think he was sleep he pulled me back into bed with him "oh, god"

"Did you think you where gonna get away?" He asked holding me with his face in my chest

"I was until you woke up" I say smirking

"Whatever, your not leaving anywhere" he says grabbing my thigh and running his hand up and down it

"Okay, big baby I really needa get up, I have things to do, I mean if you want to keep your career" I say pushing him off of me as he plopped on the other side of me.

"You right, let me go with you" he asked

"I dont care but I'm leaving soon so hurry up"

He nods his head and gets up to get ready and so do i.

I grabbed a pair a black Jean's and a tank top I put it on and go to do my hair, I just throw it in a bun then slide on me black vans.

Ski comes out the bathroom with a outfit on all ready just needed shoes.

I grabbed me mini bag and throw in over my shoulders and ordered an uber.

I realize I had a text from jah

Jah🍆🍑: what happen to skies. He in his feeling big time
                                                  Sent: 9:40

Lani👿✌: idk, me and ski finna go get rooms sorry we didnt show up last night I got drunk and fell asleep

Jah:🍆🍑: ight we at this party, text me when your done ily

I call an uber and me and ski wait for it to show.

"So you gonna tell me what happen with you and skies last night" he asked rolling a blunt.

I looked down at me hands as I messed with my fingers thinking about what happen last night with me and ki.

I now felt bad, what of he seen me and ski go at it last night. Should i care, the thing he has done to me was fucked up and i was the one feeling bad. I didnt wanna feel and type of feeling for him, how is he gonna say that he loved me and then go suck some girls face off who the fuck was she though.

"LANI!"ski yelled dragging me out of my thoughts

"Yeah?" I asked looking at him

"The Uber's here let's go" he grabbed his shit and so did I, i closed the door locking it by putting the pin in and headed to the uber that was waiting for us.

I sat down in the seat as ski did to, he grabbed my waist pulling me closer to him.

"Lani" he whispers "I love you"

FUCKED ME UP!!

What yall think gonna happen next.. I'm lost my damn self😂😂.

I hope your enjoying this shit bc I am, I'm shaking bc idkbwhats going on

TO MUCH BOY DRAMA!!!