Red Roses

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Me and ki made up, but I didnt fully trust him, I do love him but I know he wont change, I'm scared what he did is gonna happen again and I dont know what to do with ski what will he think of me. I'm such a fucking hoe

I was laying next to jah as he slept, I wasn't close to him because that's my bestfriend and I'm not trying to ruin our friendship over something stupid. Why am I even thinking of that.

I pull out my phone because it had went off I turned it on seeing that ski had texting me

Ski😊: what did I do so wonge to loose you, I thought we would be forever, I told you I loved you and you run back to skies. What did I really do wrong. I hope you know I'm not gonna forget you.

I left him on read, I didnt know what to say, and I cant ignore him forever, we live in the same house and were on the same tour together.

I plugged my phone up and laid a little  closer to jah.

"You okay" he whispered turning to look at me I guess he woke up

"I guess, it's just ski had texting me and now I fell sorry I said looking up at us face

"Dont worry about him, wort about yo and what's going on right now, I always got your back tour my best friend and I'll never let anyone or anything hurt you" he said pulling me closer to him

I didnt del right about it but it made me feel good about myself but I still felt like a straight up whore.

"Jah, am I a hoe?c I asked which made up move make with his eyebrows frowned down.

"Hell no, if anything km the hoe, it's just the fact that you cant trust anyone I know how you feel lani dont but yourself down like that" he says

I nod my head and laid in on his chest still thinking about what ima do with myself.
Jah started singing his song, well humming it but it still sounded amazing, I loved him so much and I'm so happy that he is my closest friend.

"Good night lani, I love you" he says in my ear

Then I drifted off to sleep

AYE GUYS SKIES ALBUM JUST DROPPED GO FUCK WITH IT IF YOU HAVEN'T!!

AND HE JUST DROPPED A MUSIC VIDEO WITH LYRICAL LEMONADE!  GO WATCH IT😘😘

And thank you guys for 1.5k (I think) reads yall are amazing I love you so much!!!