I never want to night to end so I don't have to go to the hell of school the next day.
I want to morning to come so the night will end and my brain will stop overthinking.
But I am so tired that I just want to die.
Sometimes I just want it all to end.
I can't sleep with my headphones on because my anxiety is like your going to miss the sounds of your families screams why they are getting axed because of the music.
I can't sleep with my headphones off because i'm scared i'll miss something trying to hear the music.
right now people are stressing me out and I know nobody will really read this.
But 99% I just lay in bed at night in silence wishing for the night to be longer and dreadfully waiting for morning to come so the night will end.
(I probably shouldn't of wrote this)
