Kill or Keep

Chapter 13- A Small Crush on the Bully

Beatrice's POV:

I was watching a movie with Matt. I was about to fall asleep when I heard Matt trying to talk to me. "Hey Beatrice, is it ok if we watch a horror movie?" Matt asks me. I just nod while Matt looks for a horror movie. I guess Matt found one because he asked me if this one was ok. I looked at the title and excitement came over me. The movie was about a girl who was taken from her family and was kidnapped by an insane teenage boy. The boy had a crush on the girl for a long time and decided to kidnap her. Even though I like horror movies, this movie I especially liked but I always had nightmares about this movie by where my nightmare puts me in the position of the girl and Matt as the boy from the movie because he would bully me and harm me. Matt puts the movie on and sits by me. He sits too close to me where his arm is touching my arm. I feel my face starting to turn red. I think Matt saw my face because he started to smirk. "He's doing this on purpose so he can see my reaction. Asshole!" I thought to myself as we kept watching the movie.

I start getting sleepy because my eyes keep closing and I keep yawning. I look next to me to see Matt passed out. I get up from the couch and walk to my room. I grab a warm blanket and a pillow. I walk out of my room with the blanket and pillow in my hands and head back to the living room. I placed the pillow on the other side of the couch. I moved Matt to where he is laying on the couch and his head is on the pillow. I fan out the blanket and laid the blanket on top of a sleeping Matt. I turned off the TV and started walking to my room. Before I left the living room, I took one more glance at Matt. He looked so peaceful and cute when he's sleeping and not to mention, he's quiet. I can feel my face turning redder by the second. "Crap, I need to stop blushing. Remember what he has done to you over the years and now all of the sudden you have a crush on him. I DON'T FUCKING THINK SO! DON'T LET HIM GET IN YOUR HEAD!"

(Author-Chan: But he's cute and adorable.

Beatrice: *Walks into the asylum, walks up to Author-Can and slaps her* "HE MADE MY LIFE A LIVING HELL IN THE STORY AND YOU STILL LIKE HIM!"

Author-Chan: *Slaps Beatrice* "You know we are the same person right and we both think the same thing, right?"

Beatrice: "Don't remind me."

Author-Chan: "Anyways... Back to the story. You can go back to the story now Beatrice."

Beatrice: Ya, I know." *Leaves the asylum*

Author-Chan: "Back to the story")

I stop myself from my train of thought and quickly walk back to my room. Once I get to my room, I lay in bed and can't wonder why Matt stop being my friend. "Was it something I did or something I said? Wait... WHY THE HELL AM I THINKING ABOUT THIS!?! Ugh, I'm just going to go to sleep. Hopefully tomorrow will be less insane and hopefully, Author-Chan gets some help for her insanity. Anyway, goodnight mom and dad." I say to myself as I let sleep consume me.