Being the baby brother

Chapter 5

Previously...

Brandon's POV

Angel~ No.. it may seem good at first but do you want to get addicted? What good comes with self harm? You hurt so many people, that care about you. Don't be blinded please by the devil. Your stronger than you know and have more courage in you then you believe. Your better than this and you can rise up.

Devil ~ HaH sUrE tHeY dO. No one does as I told you. There fake and forever will remain that way.

Angel~ Are you sure they don't care? I mean they have been looking after you for years, putting in there best efforts. What do you mean they don't there life basically does sometimes revolve around you.

Devil- ....

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Angel~ Some things you go through aren't  easy by any means but that doesn't mean you have to self harm

Devil~ B-but it takes away pain! The hurt,anxiety,stress any emotions I don't want to feel I don't when I cut. When I

Angel~ There are better ways. A lot better ways then self harm, people get hurt when you do it. Even though you feel alone remember your not. Even though dark thoughts may cloud your mind don't let them control you. You can be who you choose to be. I understand it's hard but...your not alone. Btw anxiety and stress will always be there. They will come back as will the emotions.Emotions are something you can't control ,there a part of you. There is one thing you can control though, how you deal with them.

I snapped out of my thoughts when I heard the door slam shut and a loud voice say "I'm home!" It was my brother..Drake.He called my name and I quietly tip toed  downstairs. He nods his head towards the sofa, in the room where my secret became unravelled. I curled up on the sofa, resting my chin on my leg with my other leg folded underneath me.

"Please roll up your sleeves for me again" Drake says to me in a soft tone. Currently I'm wearing a full sleeves loose grey top with black track pants.

I curled up more and buried my face into my knees. Thoughts were racing in my head, why did I think telling them was a good idea? It will just put more on them. WHY DID I HAVE TO TELL THEM??? I don't feel the confidence or sureness I felt for showing him. He let out a sigh and took a seat on the couch next to me.

Drake slipped his arm around me and whispered "I know you may be feeling like telling us is a mistake but it's not. As being your older brother it's my job to make sure your okay, if your not means I've failed my job as a older brother. Your not alone and never forget that I'll always be here for you. I'm here to support you through this, you can stop self harm. Please show me your arms and wrists bud."

His words registered in my head and I slowly raised my arms into his lap. He gently grabbed them and slowly raised my sleeves. This is the moment of truth, Drake willl see it. 

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Hi! Thank you for all the votes,comments and reads. If you have any ideas or things you would want me to change I would be more then happy to listen to them and consider doing them. Please comment or message me ideas you have for me to add to the books and your thoughts on it. Leaving you all on a cliff  hanger ;)

Also I would like to say when I'm writing this book I have absolutely no intention of promoting self harm in any way,form or shape. If you self harm or are thinking about doing it please don't . There are many many reasons you shouldn't self harm. I'm always here if you need to talk about anything

Signing of 

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