Beautiful
I woke up to my egg donor yelling
Egg donor: get your fat ass up before me and your father beat your ass like we did last night and don't make me have to come back here
I slowly got up out of bed I could barely move from the beaten I got last night they was hitting me with broom poles extension cords their fists and feet I had to crawl to my room which wasn't much I have a dirty mattress in the corner and I wear old ragley clothes
I get talked about a school too, so no matter where I go I can't find peace I'm tired of being put down by everyone all I ever hear is you ugly you will never amount to shit
Tired being been put in this situation I try my best to keep my head up I keep saying when I turn 18 I'm gone
I turn 17 soon one more year and I'm out I'm Not Looking Back I get straight A's at school
I'm working on a full ride to college I'm taking the first offer to a college that far far away from this place
What Hurts the Most is when my dad sneaks into my room I feel disgusted with myself I can't look at myself in the mirror because I see nothing but ugly I see scars and bruises
He will tell me I will never amount to shit and that I'll never get a boyfriend so he might as well take my virginity for me
Every time I fight back the beatings get worst, The worst beating I got is when I kick my sperm donor in the dick and he beat me so bad that my lung collapse I have four broken ribs and I had to be in the hospital my eye was swollen shut and I had a broken jaw a broken arm and leg I was in a coma for 2 months
And every since then I don't fight it
So now I tell you my story through your eyes will see it
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My life through your eyes
ChickLitMy name is beautiful Joy Waters I am 16 years old I will be Seventeen soon I don't know why my grandma name me beautiful because I am far from it all my life I've been put down except by my grandmother who died when I was five you see I used to li...
