My life through your eyes

ch.4

Beautiful

I'm so mad they keep saving me let me die please the doctor walk in

Dr: I'm Dr. Mike how are you feeling

Me: dead why want you let me die please I don't belong here no one love me and the one person that did is dead

I being to cry I can't take it anymore the rapes the beatings the bullying the name calling I just wanted to stop

Then the door open and he came in

Me:get him away from me get out I hate you

Dr.mike: he was the one that was here for you

Me: he was one of the reason I'm here I don't ever want to see your face again I hate you

Dr.mike ask him to leave and he did

3 months later

I was release to my donors and with a promise that will get me a therapist

I know that want happen and I also know they gone to beat me as soon as we get home

*At home*

Sperm donor: bitch I so try of you not going to school no more you gone have my kids and be a house slave

He grab me by my hair and raped me I tried to get away he started to hit me

Sperm donor: say you like it say I make you feel good your pussy better than your mother

I didn't say anything I just silently cried he made me have sex with him 4 times that night I felt even more ugly then I already did before

The next morning

I woke up to my sperm donor banging at me door

Sperm donor: bitch you got 5 second to open the fucking door I'm kick it down and beat your ugly ass

I got up slowly to open the door I didn't feel good today I feel nauseous I won't let him know though

He grab me by my hair bitch how dare you take all day you fat bitch he punch me in my face

I tried to get away from him he pull out a knife and cut my arm

Sperm donor: bitch keep moving and I will kill you

He started to try and move my clothes

Me: please I need to go to school at least let me finish high school

He agreed but made me have sex with him before I left I miss my period so I need to take a pregnancy test if I am pregnant I am leaving