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In the matter of minutes my life is falling apart I lost my job I have nowhere to go with one phone call he ruined my life what should I do should I put my pride aside and be with him cuz it seems like nothing is working for me

MS.coldhead head told me I can go with her but I didn't want him to hurt her in the process

So I called him

Me: Terrell why you doing this to me you put me down all all we was little even while we was in high school call me fat and you call me disgusting and ugly you always put me down how can I be with a man who put his hands on me I don't understand you could you hurt me like this you say you changed but I don't see it

Terrell: I asked you to let me show you but you won't let me how can I show you that I changed when you won't give me the chance to

I guess he had a point but he didn't how to make my life a living hell though

Terrell: just be with me and I can make all your problems disappear

At this point I have no choice I guess I have to do what I have to do for my child won't be living on the street

Me: I'll be with you but don't expect this to be a good relationship because I still hate you with all my heart

With that  I hung up before he could even say anything within the next few minutes Movers was already come and getting my stuff I guess to take it to his house is crazy to me I guess he was waiting on standby for me to change my mind

Here goes nothing for my child I tell myself

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