Beautiful
Terrell is still blowing up my phone and he pop up at my job he send flowers he even came to his parents house crying and begging me to came back he even threaten to commit suicide he was not acting like his self
But I just couldn't believe he fuck his ex how could he do this to me he ruin my life and just when I start to like him he go fuck up
What do I do I don't want to go back he might hurt me again he constantly hurting me never fails I guess my life will consist of nothing but pain just when I think that maybe my life could be better something always falls apart I'm trying my best to move forward but it is so hard to where you living at his parents house and his dad look just like him
Tell me what should I do should I take this opportunity and leave him should I be with him because I still feel like he can ruin my life
I don't want to take the chance and leave here and ruin my life and I'm living on the street with my son
Man I'm trying my best and it seems like my best ain't good enough what should I do I want to give up and throw in the towel but then I'll look at my son and then I'm gone who going to love him who's going to take care of him he'll be all by his self and I know that feeling I don't want him to feel that why because I know how it feels
So if I have to suffer to make him happy I will I do anything for him because he is the first person to ever love me and I love him
I mean put yourself in my shoes what would you do?
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ChickLitMy name is beautiful Joy Waters I am 16 years old I will be Seventeen soon I don't know why my grandma name me beautiful because I am far from it all my life I've been put down except by my grandmother who died when I was five you see I used to li...
