Obscurity

Resentment

She felt a cold sensation on her feet and realized M sir was rubbing his toenails on her feet. She looked at him. He made eye contact and smirked. Immediately his expression changed and he gave an oblivious look. She moved her legs away. He moved closer again and started rubbing his feet on her legs in an upward motion, moving her trouser to expose her legs more. When her legs were exposed upto her knees she stood up.

M sir: what's wrong?
Her: can you stop?
M sir: stop what?
Her: you know what.
M sir: how dare you talk to me that way. Sit immediately. *gets really angry and shouts at her*

She had no other way but to sit down beside him. She tried her best to keep her legs away from him but he was too close to her so he glid his feet in her trouser and kept rubbing her legs until the study time was over. And all she could do was to ignore what he was doing and focus on her notebook. And let him do what he wanted to do.

Next day he didn't do that. But instead of that he held her hand and pulled it towards his face. She was really confused about what he was doing, scared and shocked so she couldn't say anything. Then he looked at her and smelled her hand and rubbed his lips slowly on her skin. He smelled her fingers, palm, wrist and slowly he was coming close to her. Tears started to build in her eyes. Then he kissed on her hand. A teardrop almost fell from her eye. She was speechless. He looked at her and said her skin was like the softest silk on earth. And that he loved her smell, it was beautiful just like her. She couldn't look at him. Maybe because she was scared or maybe she was ashamed. Although she didn't know why. That day she didn't say a word. And after he left she went to her room, jumped on her bed, hugged her white small doll and cried.

That day when her sibling and maid was back she told the maid everything. She told her to talk with her mother. So she waited for her mother to come back home.

When her mother was back a smile lit her face up. So without wasting time she told her mother everything. But her mother got mad at her.

Mother: stop exaggerating everything. Because of him you got 90/100 in math. You almost got 70% last time. I'm grateful he's here teaching you despite the fact that he's extremely busy. You need to get 100% marks in every subject 90 is not enough.

She tried to convince her but sadly she couldn't understand her. At last her mother pointed finger at her and said, "If he's trying to show temptation then fix yourself. It's your fault." she told her a lot of things that made her burst out in tears. Because her innocent young heart couldn't take it. She went to her room being completely frustrated and decided to accept everything because she had no other options other than that. Because she didn't know how to defend herself. And she had no one other than that one imaginary friend she called Mr.X who could only just listen to her.