Billionaire's little addiction

Chapter 16

Welcome back babess 👋🏻 It is 1:30 am right now and I have school in a couple of hours but I can't sleep so I have decided to write a little chapter as a little apology for not updating this past couple of weeks
Enjoy ⭐️
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Bianca's POV

We finally arrived at the twin's apartment, Savannah told me mason only told her and she didn't tell anyone, so only mason, me, Savannah, Nathan knoe and well... Stephan

But then I have decided I should tell the twins too, they have the write to know, they are
My bestfriends too!

Savannah packed some clothes and some toiletry supplies for me, and for her too since she will stay there too

The twins apartment was big, it wasn't as huge as Nathan's but it was in a decent size, it was really beautiful, it actually looked similar to back home, very classic and elegant

And yes, I did have my own penthouse that I share with Savannah and Dina, but we just feel happier back home, it wasn't huge but it was actually decent.

"Well well, who do we have here?" Tristin said, sitting on a spinning chair, trying to give the dramatic "meeting" kind of thing I just rolled my eyes and giggled, while Laura just ran downstairs and threw herself on me hugging me, I just chuckled and hugged her back "I'VE MISSED YOU HOEE!" She squealed in my ear, which I am probably deaf now

"Fucking asses, what am I the unlucky ass duck?" Savannah yelled in a sarcastic manner, Tristin just opened his arms and wiggled his eyebrows "actually nevermind I would like to be unnoticeable because if I remember correctly last time you hugged me you squeezed my ass hard" she added stepping back as Tristin was stepping towards her

"Shut up you loved it" Tristin instantly shut her up and she just looked at him disgusted while me and Laura bursted our laughing at them, we really ship those two together, Tristin was very nice and understanding he would perfectly handle someone like Savannah.

I really didn't want to end the happiness and the constant teasing, but I had to. I had to tell them what happened, because one day or another they will find out.

I know I know, 'Bianca you were about to get raped and you were cheated on how do you act so chill like nothing happened?' I do, I do act chill, Because I believe that if we let sadness and pain overcome us, it will ruin today, tomorrow and everyday, although of course there is a huge part of me that is really broken and wonts to shove my face in a pillow and cry, but this part is locked deep down just like a monster in a cage, once you take it out, it will hunt you down. So since I was 14, after the accident I decided to shove my feelings of sadness deep down and show my very confident side.

We all sat down at one of their tables and started a conversation, I was fiddling my thumbs, I was so nervous, but who can blame me I was almost raped and I am going to finally tell me 'not blood related' family about it!

I cleared my throat and took a deep breath and started recalling everything,

"Step- s..stop" I tried to interfere, and push him away, but all he did was pin my hands over my head. I felt helpless, I couldn't remove him from above me.

"Pl..ease st..stop it" I pleaded and wiggled trying to get away from his grip, it felt disgusting and wrong in a strong way.

"Shut up and let me pleasure you Bianca" he snapped at me as he started to take of the upper part of my lingerie

"Bianca!" A voice spoke and I snapped back from my little nightmare, and looked at the resource of the voice, Laura was looking at me worried "you haven't been yourself since you came what's wrong?" She asked in a concerned voice

At that moment I couldn't stop the two tears that left my eyes, I broke down and started to cry, I was scared. Scare to go back, scared to face the new Stephan. He was never like that, he was loving and caring, what happened to him?

I decided to start telling them everything, by the end of my small storytelling, Laura was holding back her tears, Savannah was held by Tristin since she wanted to 'give Stephan a makeover', and Tristin was very calm, but you can see the hatred,worry and pity in his eyes. I was never scared to open up to them, they are the only ones I was never scared to show my feelings around.

"Listen how about you take one of the rooms, and go shower and rest a bit, we will talk more about it tomorrow" Tristin suggested, and I was confused by 'tomorrow' but then I realized it was already 9pm, time really does go fast.

I went upstairs to one of the rooms, were I found my stuff their, I had some pjs, my toiletries and other stuff, I was too tired to shower, so I have decided to rest and take a shower once I wake up.

I took the pjs that Savannah picked for me, the same pjs that I wore once I came back from Nathan's and I little session, memories came flooding back and for some reason my mouth was lifted upward in a small smile

I then got to the balcony, and stared at the beach, I looked at someone familiar only to realize it was Nathan, he was sitting down on a rock throwing small pebbles at the water, I guess he then felt my gaze and turned around only to meet my eyes.

I felt embarrassed and creepy for staring st him like that, but also I didn't regret it, it was a nice site to see. He just smiled at me, I smiled back and entered the room.

My thoughts from that moment revolved around Nathan, many emotions started to go inside me, some warm and some hard feelings, I didn't know what I felt around him exactly, I mean I certainly don't hate him but I don't like him either, so I don't know what Is going on

A lot of questions moved around inside my head around Nathan, I was so confused, for some reason I felt that I owe him an explanation.

Why didn't he come to the wedding?

Was all his caring a lie?

What is he doing right now?

Is he thinking of me like I am thinking of him?

Suddenly I had snapped out of it, what the hell am I thinking? Why do u care what he is doing ?

And then something hit me, it caused a little ache in my heart, he didn't care after all, it was all for his mom, so he didn't come because he was forced into this, and the only way was to not appear! Did he pay Stephan? Was Stephan working with him? Was all of this a show?

After all he did certainly say that he doesn't care and he is only doing this for his mom

"it was our moms' dream since we were kids is for us to get married, and I would feel guilty if I don't fulfill that, I didn't agree to marry your annoying ass because I liked you"

But then again he said he wanted to fulfill his mom's dream, not break it, and he also said that he agreed to marry me, he could have said no from the beginning.

UGHH all those thoughts started to kill me! So I have just decided to lay down and drift to sleep, and that is what I exactly did, I closed my eyes and drifted to sleep
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So? Was it good? It didn't have that much Nathan-ness but I tried to give you a little idea of Bianca's head and how she thinks.
Also I would like to know your thoughts, do you think Nathan really works with Stephan? Maybe Nathan is the unkown? maybe maybe not
ANYWAYS
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