forever shuxvalt

feelings

Narrated by Naomi

I stay at the door to ensure that shu does not open because you never know if the person has an extra key but after a few minutes I see that shu did not try to open then I decide I sit in bed to speak with valt that was already shrunk in the corner with medode I do something

Naomi - valt what 's on your mind?

Valt - what do you mean?

Naomi - you've been making too much plot for my taste, I wonder why

Valt - I'm sorry Naomi's because I do not really like this tea.

Naomi - if that was why I would never have taken it when it was before

Valt - it was because I wanted to see her happy

Naomi - So on account of ta with shu you resolve refusal is that?

Valt - it's ...

Naomi - valt you can not just accept something to see the happy person and then refuse because someone else is making you happy ...

Valt - ......

Naomi - valt I have been your cousin since we were born and shu is your friend since when you were children or because I am part of the family what I do is to see you happy already shu he can do the same but can very well be more your friend some day what is bad but I can not say that I'm not your cousin anymore because we are from the same family

Valt - .....

Naomi - if I did not like the tea, I would not invent it anymore now if I just wanted to see myself happy, I'd prefer a thousand times telling you the truth of what ends up doing what you did now .... You know valt for a moment, it seemed like you were not liking me who was seeing me here now as an unknown person who is able to do anything to see you suffer

Valt - it's not true !!

Naomi - come here

He refused

Naomi - valt .... come here now !!

He comes closer and I pummel him into a hug by putting his head on my chest while doing some caffeine

Naomi - valt listen what I'm going to tell you ....

Valt - yes

Naomi - I do not know when it will be the next time we're going to see us, why I want to take advantage of every moment we have before I leave, so I would like you to be the boy who smiled at the things I did for you, with the wrong things that happened to me, the one that supported me every moment, that made me smile when I was sad and etc ....
Valt - ....

Naomi - we have not seen each other for centuries, you've even forgotten that I'm your cousin, and look, Toko and nika are younger and they know who I am

Valt - sorry

Naomi - I may have changed a lot I have to say ... but I'm still the same only because of the fact that we're already big with certain things that we should leave behind ...

I stop talking and then start crying

Naomi - I've lost almost everything ... Dad and Mom are no longer happy couples like they used to be, but they do not separate because I can never see you again, aunt, uncle, Toko and nika. ..

I start the hiccup

Naomi - Benny is gone and I can not accept it ... I try but it's difficult .... Our life has changed completely because of me I sing I never wanted it I did not want it to come to that I regret everything even though happened if I had not sung that day my mother had not seen I would not be the center of attention in social networks I had not started my career had not gone to tours all this had been different .... I would be every year in summer to see you on the holidays at the celebrations and on various dates that we celebrated in the past valt ... but this is not going back I know ... because when something happens just a miracle to change it all ...