。。。
"tell them i was the warmest place you knew and that you turned me cold"
"so you've been experiencing nasuea, fatigue, and tenderness of the breast?"
"yes."
"and this has been going on for how long now?"
"a few weeks..."
"any change in appetite?"
his heart rate increased at that? does he know that you've been starving yourself namjoon? know that you write down everything you eat in your journal along with the number of calories?
that you ignore the rumbling of your tummy and instead turn to over working yourself to take your mind off your hunger, off the way your partners treat you, off the way you...
"namjoon?" jin asked, trying to find eye contact with the down headed dimpled boy
"oh sorry jin, no. no change in appetite." he rushed out quickly, feeling his face burn
liar.
"namjoon, please be honest with me, your last check up you were 148lbs, you've lost twelve pounds since, are you eating ok?"
"yes jin i swear it must be stress and just me skipping meals here and there but i swear i usually eat three meals a day."
liar. liar. liar.
"well ok joon, ill trust you, now, you're due in for some blood work...other than that you seem fine, maybe the results in the blood test will tell us what's wrong or maybe there's nothing wrong and you just haven't been catering to yourself enough"
"jin..."
"do i need to call up the boys and make sure they're treating right nammie?"
"jin everything is fine i swear."
korean proverb
거짓말도 방편
lying is also a means to an end。。。
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Фанфик"can we get back to the way it was" when namjoon just can't let go.