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"If music be the food of love, play on, Give me excess of it; that surfeiting, The appetite may sicken, and so die"
namjoon has been feeling abnormally tired lately, maybe it's from working over time, avoiding going home
should he even call it home anymore? it feels like such a foreign place to him now, completely unrecognizable
he remembers when him and his partners first moved in, he was so excited to decorate and create new memories with them
beautiful memories, not these painful ones, the ones that keep him up at night, the ones that make him view himself differently
what happened to that beautiful boy, that striving boy, the boy who was oh so smart, is he still here?
no, he's been buried away, hidden
why? for protection?
suddenly namjoon is overcome with the feeling of nausea, the sensation starting in his stomach and making its way up his throat
he calmly pushes away from his desk and goes to the bathroom that is connected to his office
kneeling before the toilet he lurches up whatever fluids that resides in his near empty stomach, he can see the resemblance of the one muffin he had six hours ago, that's all he's eaten today
he's been watching his weight, he wants to look good for them
he washes his mouth out, his face and hands, before exiting his private bathroom , he's about to sit down in his chair when there's a knock at his door
"enter." he says raising his voice the best he could, he's barely spoken today, a brief hello to his receptionist is really all he's made out
the door opens and he sees the face of his personal assistant, boo seungkwan, "hi mr.kim just wanted to remind you of your meeting with kim hyuna and her partner edawn at three."
"oh of course, just let me gather myself and i'll be in the conference room shortly." he throws a non genuine smile at genuine as the boy makes his leave
he lets out a sigh, he'd forgotten all about that meeting , he's been forgetting about a lot lately
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