Pay Back ; C.D.

Pay Back 16

I wasn't quit sure if me and Cameron were over I mean what he did last night pretty much cleared it all up for me but he was drunk so he's not going to remember a thing I needed to make it clear to Cameron that we were completely over. how he was going to take it I don't know but one thing I do know is its not going to be easy and he's not going to take it well I was sitting in my bed on my phone scrolling through twitter when a bang appeared on my door I got up and walked over to it looking threw the little peep hole seeing Matt standing there patiently waiting I opened the door and starred at him he starred back at me waiting for someone to make a move I started to tear up a small tear drop slid down my cheek Matt's face dropped he pulled me into a hug "Kenzie I'm so sorry but you know Cameron would never do that to you right?" I looked up at him "I know but it hurt me to see him with another girl" I barely said through my tears and hitching "he was drunk do you really think if he was sober he would of done that to you?" I shook my head no "so are you guys over?" "that's the thing I made it clear that it was but he was drunk so he's not going to remember" "are you sure you want to end things with Cameron" I thought about what Matt said for a minute "I don't know I need some time to think" "well you've got until he wakes up and comes looking for you" Matt said kissing my forehead then leaving "Matt wait" he turned around quickly facing me I walked over to him and passionately kisses him on the lips

"What did I just do"

We pulled away and looked into each others eyes Matt gave me a confusing yet great full look "I'm sorry" I said turning around quickly and walking back over to my doorway walking in but getting spun around and a pair of soft luscious lips planted onto mine we pulled away once again this time he smiled down at me I faintly smiled back stepping backwards into my room and shutting my door I turned around sliding down the door frame putting my legs out and staring out into the room mentally shaking my head I was so confused

Do I like Matt or Cam

I can't like Matt he has a girlfriend..

OMG I just kissed Matt one of my close friends boyfriends!!

How could I do that to her!

I'm a horrible person

I got up walking over to my dresser picking out a pair of black sweats and a black tank top with my vans i threw my hair up into a pony tail grabbing my phone and water bottle i walked out the room and down stairs to this little room i discovered yesterday it was a dance studio i wanted to check it out i slid the key card into the machine the light turned green so i grabbed the handle and opened the door walking in and placing my water bottle on the podium and hooking it up my phone to the machine playing a song i walked over to the center of the room and starred at myself in the big glass mirrors i looked down at the light bark brown floor then back up and started to dance i did a bit of acro and hip hop spinning and flipping then when i got tired i decided to go for a swim so i rushed back up to my room and changed then back down stairs into the pool area diving in and relaxing starring up at the cealing and thinking about everything thats going on I was caught up in my thoughts when a big splash appeared in the pool i shot up in panic seeing it was Nash he was laughing like crazy soon enough everyone ran in and jumped into the pool so much for my quiet time i got out and walked over to the small circular white table wrapping a towl around me and sitting on my phone "hey can we talk" i looked up seeing Matt "hey yeah about?" "about an hour ago when you kissed me" he said rasing his voice a bit "shh tone it down can we talk about this later right now isn't the time" "i just want one answer" he said back eager to get it "and what is that" "did that kiss mean anything to you?" i thought for a while i didnt know how to respond "maybe" i winked getting up and placing my towel on the table jumping into the pool

What am I doing this needs to stop Matt isn't available!

Matt played along and jumped in also "lets play chicken" taylor said so i swam over to Matt who went under water so i could get on his shoulders i climbed on and saw i was facing Shawn "not fair" i said pouting and crossing my arms playfully "oh well deal" Shawn said pushing me i almost fell off Matt but i caught my balance retreaving myself then pushing shawn he fell back but caught himself we faught for a while more until the door opened i looked back for just a second seeing Cameron i guess i was starring at him because the next minute i was under water i sprung up for air seeing Shawn waving his hands saying "im the winner" i laughed then got out of the pool grabbing the towel and sitting back down at the table Cameron walked over sitting infront of me starring at me "can i help you?" he didnt respond but kept starring at me he looked away for a second then back at me "i need your help" he said i looked up from my phone at him "why would you need my help go ask the blonde from last night im sure she will be gladly to help you" he looked at me confused "what? who? never mind i have a small problem" "whats that" i said back "well um you see" he nodded his head down words i gave him a confused look "i kinda have a um..." i was still confused but then suddenly knew what he was talking about "oooooh" i said now getting it he nodded his head in embarressment "cant you go in the water and hide it" he got up ready to walk over to the water but i grabbed his arm and pulled him back down "yeah no maybe not" i said "is it that obvious" his cheeks were blush red and looked worried and embarressed "yeah here" i handed him my white towel "go get changed" "i cant just stand up people will notice "ill cover you" i smiled he smiled back as i got up "OMG GUYS IS THAT WHO I THINK IT IS" i said pointing in the opposite direction of cameron they all looked over in excitment "who"they all said "go" i mummbled to cameron he got up with the towel around his waist and quickly left the room "oh nevermind sorry" i said after he was gone they all shrugged and continued on with what they were doing "hey guys im going to go get changed we should go do something fun before tomorrow" i said as i gathered my stuff and left they all agreed and also left to change i texted Cameron asking if he was okie he responded with yes thank you i told him to come by my room in 10 minutes i needed to make my mind up did i want to be with Cameron or Matt i had no clue i mean cameron was nice and all but he flirts a lot and likes to party Matts not like that he doesn't like partying or drinking he super nice but sometimes a total jerk he's bi polar or something i finally came to a decicion by then cameron was here i was in the bathroom changing so i texted him telling him he could come in I heard the door open then close then the bed sqeaked meaning he sat down i walked out a few minutes later changed and ready to talk i sat down beside cameron looking at him sorrowly "do you remember anything from last night"

A/N: alright so here we are

sorry about the delay theres a lot going on right now so im not focused

but anyways thanks for reads & votes

Until next chappy :)