All those Scars.[ON HOLD]

Introduction

Hello, my name is Adeline, but you can call me Addie. i live with my mom step dad , and step siblings Conner, and Connie. they're twins and we're all the same age but i'm 2 months older. i haven't forgave my mom about her leaving me with my abusive father.

when i was 10 my mother left us because my dad, Rob hit her. after she left my father started drugs, and started drinking. he found every and any little thing to hit me about. the neighbors called the cops on my 12th birthday. i guess they heard my screams. he hit me. harder than he ever had.

i was in  the hospital for 2 months after that night. i moved in with my mom afterwards. it's been 5 years. she's been trying to get me to forgive her. but i wont. i refuse. who just leaves a 10 year old with a person who hits them? my father went to jail that night. on the account of Child Abuse. 

i wanted to die. but something saved me, someone actually. his voice. it was different. it made me want to put the knife down. i was so close. then i heard Connies CD play

"i never thought that it'd be easy. cause we're both so distant now. and the walls are closing in on us. and we're wondering how."

i changed that night. because of one boy. one sweet canadian boy named Justin Bieber. and in 3 weeks. i get to thank that boy. i get to tell him how he saved me. but i can't thank him from stoping the pain. it's still there. and i damage myself everyday because of it. the scars on my wrist show it.

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