All those Scars.[ON HOLD]

1. Two more weeks.

"ADDIE. UP NOW." my step-father Jason screamed from outside my door. i looked at the clock and stood up. "I'M UP" i shouted back. i heard him walk back down the stairs. i quickly made my way to the bath room and took a shower. i heard the door knock twist and then a bang.

"ADELINE OPEN THE DOOR NOW." i heard him shout. i quickly wrapped a towel around me and opened the door. i backed away to the wall. he came closer. "you should've been up earlier." he said running his hand along my cheek. i gulped. in my head i kept repeating.

"please don't do it. not today. please" but i knew if i said one word. it'd happen anyway. "i'll see you after school" he whispered i payed no attention to the words he said as i was talking to my self. he walked out. i slid my self down the wall. the tears came rushing in.

i grabbed my blade. it slid nicely across my wrist. across the vain. the pain seemed to heal the original pain. the blood started streaming down my hand. i went deeper. i couldn't seem to stop. then i heard the door open.. i didn't look up. "ADDIE. STOP IT." i heard his concerned voice shout.

"ADDIE. ADDIE. LOOK AT ME." he said as he got down to my level. i didn't. i couldn't. he grabbed the raiser and took away. he banged and cleaned up the new cut. he does this. everyday. he knows what his dad does. cause he doesn't do it to just me. Connie too. and our friends. he's sick. he needs help.

but i need more help. "Come on. you have to get dressed." Conner said handing me my clothes. i nodded and walked to my room. i got dressed into jeans, my Justin Bieber shirt and vans. i wasn't popular. but i was close. i was the 'ideal' girl i guess. i didn't have blonde hair, but brown. 

my eyes a shinning green. bright as can be. hiding all the pain side. i put on my usual smile. and greeted everyone as joyfully as i could. "lets go." Conner said as we walked to his car. he took us to school everyday. he's a good brother. the best one you could ask for. he comforted us. everyday.

"did he come today?" Connie asked with a faint voice. i simply nodded.  she rubbed my shoulder. "i'm glad we have each other though" she said with a simple smile. i returned it. "me too con" 

"Addd!!" i heard my best friend Halie shout as she walked up to me. she was my only REAL friend. i have others. but she knows everything about me. and she's the only one who i never bring to the house. i couldn't put her though what i go through. no one should ever go through it. EVER.

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so, i kinda like the way i started it off. i don't really like how i ended it. but i didn't wanna say too much in this chapter. vote. and tell me what you honestly think :)