After the shoot

Chapter 4 Dreams and Doubts

(A/N This is a bit smutty)

After everyone left James washed his face , he changed his clothes and got into bed .He set his alarm to 6:00 began smiling to himself ,almost unable to contain his happiness, thinking about Jeff .His lips .His tongue .James urned for more .He was desperate for more .He was horny for more.

As his the thoughts intensified his cock became harder .He slowly slid his hand under his waistband and started jacking off to the thought of Jeff ,of him and Jeff together sexually .He imagined what it would be like to fucked by Jeff . He began moaning loudly to the pleasure .He envisioned what it would feel to penetrated by Jeff's manhood .He soon came .It felt amazing .He then cleaned up and went to sleep.

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The next morning James couldn't stop thinking about him as he lay awake in bed .He doesn't usually think about a guy this much .James always jokingly flirted Grayson on camera but Grayson never flirted back.

James soon began the fear what if this is like so many other times where he gets his heart broken and hates himself afterwards. James isn't even 20 yet and Jeff is almost 30 .He started wondering what if he ends up sitting ,sobbing in his hotel room ,despite having a photoshoot .It would be due no one's fault but his own. Fortunately, had to forget about all his doubts, James didn't have time to worry he had a flight to catch and did not want to be late.

Suspicious of the amount of sleep he got, James went to check the time on his phone "Oh shit" James's phone died. He check the clock and it was noon. Noon. His flight was at 10 . 10  AM. James began frantically searching the internet for a later flight to his destination. He was desperate. He would have even flown economy. Not a single flight James could find to get him to where needed to be for when needed to be there. He was forced to reschedule to two months in the future.

(A/N I didn't mean to post this today it's too short and is soo cringy )