(Aoi)
'Stop!' I screamed inside my head as i peeled my eyes away from Uruha's ass 'I need to stop ...I'm not gay!' I continued to scream in my head as I walked over and grabbed my belt.
~what if you are gay~
'what
~what if you're gay for Uruha~
'that's not possible'
~oh... but it is~
My mind kept going in circles as I started to put my belt through the loops of my jeans and as I did my hands trembled not only from the insane thoughts running through my head but i also noticed uruha looking at me in the mirror.
Eventually i had finally gotten myself dressed and made my way out to the snack table where i stopped and picked up a doughnut.
~you're totally gay , just admit it"~
'im not gay'
~yes you are, theres nothing wrong with it, just admit it ~
'I'm not gay, and im definitely not gay for Uruha , hes one of my best friends'
~so look at Ruki, he's had the biggest crush on reita for a long time, but at least he admits it~
I sighed as my brain continued arguing with it self "Hey Aoi" A familiar deep voice called out to me "hey Reita" I said looking up at him as he walked up with a smile "how ya doing man?" he asked while giving me a pat on the back.
"I'm good" i said a bit confused " why do you ask" he gave a small shrug " you just seem a little less focused lately.... or well should i say a little to focused on a certain guitarist" I blushed and waved my hand "I have no idea what you're talking about" i said not sounding very convincing
Reita's face told me he didn't believe my words so i simply sighed and leaned against the wall " I don't know man... maybe" Reita moved to stand in front of me "hey man don't stress out, i mean look at Ruki he's cute the biggest cutest crush on me and it doesn't bother him"
I paused and looked up at reita after he spoke " wait.. you know Ruki likes you?" i asked and he nodded "of course" he said " he makes it so obvious, but its cool cuz i like him to, im just waiting for him to make the first move, but if it takes to long i just step in"
I starred at my confidant friend amazed at his honesty " you're not scared to admit being gay?" Reita shook his head and chuckled " man i've been gay since high school, yeah at first i didn't want to admit it, but when you realize it's just who you are it's not so bad and you find out people will accept you for being the real you..., actually you know thats how I met Uruha , we were both gay in the same high school and we became friends"
Again I paused and looked at Reita amazed "wait ..Uruha's was gay in high school to .. did you guys ever..." i paused making suggestive gestures with my hands and again Reita laughed at me "nah .. we were never into each other like that, but he did hook me up with my first boyfriend.. though i don't think Uruha's ever been in a serious relationship with a guy .. he's gone on dates .. but i don't think he's ever hooked up with one before"
Suddenly a wave of happiness came over me as i let out a realized sigh and smiled "happy about that are we?" Reita asked with a cunning smirk "hey man if you like Uruha , let me say this , just say it ... i can't give anything away but i can say .. he probably won't say no" Reita then smirked and winked before walking away with a small wave"
'wait .. does that mean ..EH!' I thought to myself as i watched Reita's retreating figure "does he like me?" I called out to him but he simply shrugged his shoulders and kept walking. 'damn you reita' I thought as i slide to the floor and began to think things over.
