Chapter 1: No.....

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-Roseheartz



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This story based on the comic by alaughingfreak on tumblr (I put it above /\/\/\/\/\)

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After Comics events

VIrgil POV

We all were surprised about what had just came out of the dad we loved so dearly. "Uh...Patton?" Roman said confused.

Patton froze. I'm guessing he didn't want to say that. Logan sighed and put his glasses back on his nose. "I guess Deceit controlled all of our ability to lie, so now we cannot lie because he ducked out."

I look over to see a shocked Thomas. Logan explained what had happened. " And that is why Deceit ducked out." I saw a twinkle appear in Thomas's eye. " Why don't I ask you all questions for a Q & A video. I won't ask really bad things."

We all looked at each other. I looked back at Thomas.

" Fine, just don't put up any embarrassing footage.... or ask any embarrassing questions."

Thomas giggled and started up a new video. I zoned out while he was doing the intro. " The first question I am going to ask is directed at Roman." I sigh as I zone out. It was a question about his favorite musical or something like that.

After Thomas had asked the others questions then finally, he got to me. " Virgil, what was the actual reason you ducked out?" I blurted out the truth, even though I didn't want to.

" Well, the answer is easy. I thought I didn't mean anything to you, I always messed up, I was always the bad guy. I sneaked into Logan's library and found a book that said the only way for a main side to die was for that side to be shut down by you, Thomas, or they would have to duck out and kill themselves."

Everyone froze. I had just outed that I was suicidal. " Virgil?" Thomas asked " Have-Have you ever hurt yourself, o-or felt s-suicidal?"

I answer again despite trying my hardest not to.

"Yes, I have for both. I am less suicidal now thanks to you guys and therapy with Picani."

"Uh.....kiddo do you still hurt yourself?" Patton feebly asked.

I nodded "Yes, I still hurt myself."

"How?" Logan inquired.

"Well, I cut myself and I also starve myself because I deserve it."

"H-How long has it been?"

I start to rattle my brain for answer.

Then after a few minutes, I remember how long I have been cutting and starving myself and how much I weigh in turn.

I smile when I start to tell them.

"I have been going for around 10 months, and I lost 120 pounds, which means I am 60 pounds now! Now you guys cant hate me for being chubby, or even being too fat!"

I see horror appear on all of their faces.

"COLE SPROUSE!! VIRGIL WHY WOULD YOU THINK THAT?"

"Because I am a piece of s**t that you don't care about. I can see through your facades. I - "

"FALSEHOOD" Logan's phrase rings around the room

I look at him. " Why did you stop me? We all know that what I say is tru-"

"FALSEHOOD"

I sigh

"Guess that is my que to leave. See ya"

They all run forward to try and grab me before I sink out.

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