(Y/N)'s POV
The first thing I noticed was the smell of alcohol, when I opened my eyes I was met with darkness. I blinked multiple times and soon they adjusted to the darkness. My ears were ringing but soon adjusted to the constant sound of beeping. 'Where am I?' I rolled my head to the left and saw a window, the dark sky was littered with stars. Lulling my head to the right I saw a familiar color of green. Izuku was leaning against the bed, sound asleep.
I smiled, noticing that his hand was in mine. I lifted my hand from his and ran my fingers through his soft curls. He leaned into my hand then stirred in his sleep slightly. Soon enough, stunning emerald green eyes opened as he shot up from his seat.
"(Y/N)! Oh my God! You're awake! Thank God!" He hugged me tightly, "Don't EVER do that to me again!" I smiled and hugged him back.
"I'm sorry Izuku, I had to do it. If I didn't, she would've taken over."
"I don't care!" He shouted, I flinched. He grabbed my shoulders and stared me dead in the eyes. "(Y/N) you're the last family I have. I can't lose you. Please... I need you..." Tears ran down his cheeks as he dropped his head. "Please..." He begged. His grip on my shoulders loosened and he started shaking. I stared at him, my lip started trembling.
"...No... Izuku. You can't..." He froze, slowly raising his head.
"W-What did you say?" He stuttered, his voice was scared and frightened. I pushed him away as tears formed in my eyes.
"You can't see me as your family Izuku, you just can't..." I clenched my shirt as I started crying harder.
"(Y/N) w-what do you mean? How could I not see you as my family?"
"It's MY fault that you're alone! It's MY fault she's GONE!" I shouted at him, "you should hate me! Just like everyone else does! It's all my fault you're alone, so please... Don't say I'm your family... Just don't..." I covered my face with my arm as I moved away from him. I started sobbed as I held myself. 'It's my fault, he can't see me as family. He just can't...' I thought as I kept crying.
The room fell quiet, the only sounds were my muffled sobs and the heart rate monitor. I refused to look at him, there's no way he'll forgive me after I killed her. I felt his weight shift, the bed next to me dipped down.
"(Y/N)" I shook my head, "(Y/N) look at me, please." His voice was soft and gentle. I shook my head again. He wrapped a hand around my back and snaked one under my chin; forcing me to look at him. He had tears in his eyes, but he was smiling.
"(Y/N), mom died of a heart attack. Your quirk had nothing to do with it. I promise you." My eyes widened, "it wasn't you." He spoke quietly.
"B-But I attacked her, I used my left side on her I kno-"
"NO! They checked, it was a natural death, no quirk affected her. Her heart was just weak." He corrected me, I covered my mouth with my hand as tears stained my cheeks. I started shaking as I leaned into him, he rubbed my back as I cried my heart out. For years, I carried the guilt for her death when he never blamed me for it.
Another chapter completed! I just did some minor adjustments, mainly grammar and some typos.
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If Only You Knew [Bakugo x Reader]
Fiksi PenggemarThis is a Bakugo x Reader fanfic. (Y/N) (L/N)'s life took a turn for the worse when she turned 4, her quirks appeared and she ended up killing her mother on accident. She was then adopted by Inko Midoriya and became Izuku's sister. She then vowed t...