Uncontrollable Negan X Reader

Bad Timing

It's been 2 days since Negan, Simon, and a few other men had left looking for Rick and going on runs. Me and Dwight have gotten close since Negan insists that someone makes sure I stay taken care of.

Me and Dwight were just hanging in my room while I fixed my bow. "Dwight um..Can I ask for a favor?" I say. "Sure what's up?" He says while looking up from his book. My face turned red but I quickly brushed it off and sat up straight. "I need you to get me a pregnancy test." I say while looking back down at my bow. "Wait..You're?..." He asked in confusion. "I don't know yet..Just I need to find out." I say sternly. Dwight nods and quickly exits the room. It didn't take him very long, because in about 5 minutes he was back. "Here. The instructions are on the back." He softly smiled handing me the box and I went into the bathroom shutting the door. My hands shook wildly while I waited for the result. I took two just to be sure. After what seemed like forever I decided to stop avoiding it and look at them. *Positive* *Positive* They were both positive. My eyes widened and I slowly walked out of the bathroom still in shock I turned to Dwight. "It's...I'm pregnant.." I managed to get out. His eyes widened and then he pulled me in for a hug. "You need to tell Negan. He comes back to today remember?" He said letting me go. "I can't yet.. I'll tell him I promise but I need time. What if he doesn't want this? What if i'm not ready?" I frantically spit out question after question. "Calm down. I'll sit with you until he gets back." Dwight sits back in the windowsill and opens his book back. I put my bow on the dresser and lay down staring at the ceiling and racking through my brain.

-2 hours Later-
*Knock* *Knock* I jolted foward as Negan walked into my room. "Y/N I'll leave you two alone to talk." Dwight gave me a reassuring smile and headed out the door. Negan shut it and sat on my bed. "Something wrong? I thought you'd be happy to see me after 2 days." He smirked and kissed my cheek. He got up and headed towards the bathroom to clean the the blood off of his face from the run. My mind was racing after I realized the tests were still on the sink. Biting the inside of my cheek I kept my gaze straight ahead, maybe I was still in shock because it felt like I couldn't move a muscle. I felt Negans eyes on me but I still stared ahead. "You're..?" He asks while sitting in front of me. I nod and cautiously move my eyes to his. His face was neutral at first before a grin appeared on his face. He pulled me in for a hug and kissed my forehead. "What if i'm not ready..? Aren't you mad?" I say looking up at him. "Why would I be mad? I think you'll make a great mother. Seeing how protected Alexandria and how you fight for the people you love I have no doubt that you'll be able to raise this kid... WE'LL be able to raise this kid." His smile was genuine and he got up reaching his hand out for me to grab. "Come on you're moving into my room. We need to keep an eye on you at all times." He said sternly while taking me to his room.  I sat on the couch in his room and felt my stomach grumbling. "oh so now you wanna eat." I say giggling while placing a hand on my stomach. I don't know why but I had a feeling, a good feeling like this baby is a blessing. Ill protect it with my life. I notice Negan smiling at me from the door. "I brought you food. Dwight told me you haven't eaten all day." He placed the food in front of me and sat at his desk as he started fixing his gun. "What happened to it?" I say while watching him. "This damn thing got jammed when we got in a tight spot out there." He frowned momentarily while explaining. After I finished my food he was so deep into fixing that gun that I went over to the bed and fell asleep.
-The next Morning-
My eyes groggily open and I hear yelling coming from the hall. I got up and threw on my jacket and jeans. Opening the door I see Dwight and Negan. "Guys what the fuck?" I say kind of angry that i'd been woken up. "I found Rick. And everyone else from that damn group." Dwight says in an angry tone. "Dwight here tells me Rick wasn't to happy about your being gone. He attacked Dwighy here and a few more of my men." Negan says while turning to me. "Where's Rick?" I say while stepping closer to the two. "We threw him in a cell after beating the shit out of him." Dwight says proudly. I pushed past Negan and rushed to the cells. I could here Negan and Dwight rushing after me all the way down to the cells. "Rick?! RICK?!" I yelled searched all the cells. "Y/N..." I heard Rick say in a weak tone. I looked into the cell and saw him laying on the floor covered in his own blood. "Open it." I say sternly while glaring at Negan and Dwight. Negan motioned for Dwight to unlock it while smirking. I ran into the cell and fell to the ground pulling him onto my knees. "I've been looking for you!" I say as I clean the blood off of his face with my shirt. "We've been looking for you too. Searched almost everywhere.." He said while struggling to breathe. "Negan he Needs a doctor please!" I say while holding back tears. Negan smirks and shakes his head. "Negan please!" I say as the tears start to fall while Ricks eyes close. Negan could see how upset I was getting and had Dwight pick him up and take him to our doctor.