Good Boy Gone Bad ❀ Jachary Havery [✓]

❀Zach❀

'i'm a sucker for you
say the word and I'll go anywhere blindly
I'm a sucker for you, yeah
any road you take you know that you'll find me.'

~sucker~
~jonas brothers~

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as i walked home from school, i thought back to what jack had said to me in the library earlier today. 

'shhhhh, it's ok. you don't have to say anything. just know that i'll always be here for you.'

i allowed a small smile to creep onto my face as my body relaxed from the memory of his soft touch.

lately, i can't stop thinking about how jack makes me feel. my heart constantly does little flips every time he touches me. i always feel like we can take on the world together. just me and him. He makes me feel so safe and loved.

i think i'm ready to let myself fall for him.

I walked into my house with a smile still on my face.

big mistake.

'ZACHARY DEAN!' josh yelled.

shit.

'y-yes, sir?' i replied, all happy feelings gone.

'WHERE THE FUCK HAVE YOU BEEN?!'

'AND WHY ARE YOU SO FUCKING HAPPY?!' added myta. 'HAVE YOU BEEN STEALING OUR WEED?!'

'n-no mam! i-i'm sorry i'm l-late!' 

josh took his belt off and walked towards me.

'APPARENTLY, I NEED TO BEAT YOU TILL YOU UNDERSTAND!'

he quickly ripped off my backpack and hoodie.

smack!

'DON'T EVER BE LATE AGAIN!'

crack!

'DON'T TOUCH OUR FUCKING WEED!'

smack!

'DON'T DISRESPECT ME OR YOUR MOTHER EVER AGAIN! WE RAISED YOUR SORRY ASS AND GAVE YOU A ROOF OVER YOUR HEAD! TREAT US WITH THE RESPECT THAT WE DESERVE YOU LITTLE PIECE OF SHIT!'

smack! crack! smack!

it went on for hours. the pain of the belt hitting my back and other wounds hurt like hell.

at some point, i had fallen to the ground but josh just kept whipping me.

hours later, when he had finally stopped, my back was covered with gashes and blood.

'NOW GET YOUR SORRY PATHETIC ASS UPSTAIRS TO YOUR ROOM! AND NO SUPPER FOR YOU FOR THE NEXT WEEK!' myta screamed at me.

quickly, i grabbed my backpack and hoodie off the floor and ran as fast as i could to my room. the pain from my back was a reminder of what would happen if i didn't get out of that room quick enough.

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sorry for another short chapter.

yesterday was my birthday so here's a late birthday present from me lol. also schools being a cunt. i've ranted about this a lot already but i just feel like everyone needs to know my struggle lol. so i was supposed to go on a field trip today to go see a play but then when they didn't call my name for attendance, i told them i had paid, they wrote down my name and i thought that all was well. but bitch i thought. lol they said that my permission slip wasn't in the system so they said i couldn't go. even after i paid 45 fuckin dollars and showed them the receipt they still said no. idk why but i felt like crying. but luckily my mom could come and pick me up so i just didn't go to school today. oh also, i'm supposed to be doing my physics homework but fuck that. i'm actually not doing it tho cuz i don't understand some words and when i looked up the definition of said words it gave me a paragraph full of useless words that i still didn't understand lol. i'm going to fail physics. and ya that's how my life is currently going lmao. thanks for listening to my ted talk.