Tegans pov
Tegan : morning
Jonah : mhm
Tegan : did u sleep ok
Jonah : yh no bad dreams
Tegan : good and how are u feeling
Jonah : im good
Tegan : by the way i have booked u in for a doctors appointment . And because its unusual to lose the past 2 months of memory . So its in like 2 hours
Jonah : so our day is rewined were gonna be in a hospital all day
Tegan : i don't care i want to know that your ok
Jonah : i feel fine tho
Tegan : u may feel fine but 2 months of memory gone is wired and im worried .
Jonah : uhh fine but i will be annoyed if its nothing
Tegan : ok
Jonah : please tell me u didn't tell my mom or anyone else
Tegan : i haven't
Jonah : it stays like that
Tegan : it will
Jonah : it better
Tegan : come on lets get ready have brekafast and then it will be time to leave
Jonah : ok
I get my clothes and i get dressed and i go to the bathroom brushing my hair and teeth and i walk to the kitchen
Jonah : feel like left over pizza
Tegan : yes
Jonah : here we go then
Tegan : thanks
Jonah : so for like the past 2 months have i been myself or have i acted wired
Tegan : you've been yourself apart from yestetday
Jonah : I'm just confused what if this is a dream
Tegan : it doesn't feel like a dream infact it feels very real
Jonah : but so did my other dream that felt real
Tegan : i can tell this isent a dream its very much real
Jonah : ok i really hope so
Tegan : i am praying that u ok
Jonah : I'm going to fine
Tegan : u better be or i will kill u
Jonah : aww thanks i feel the love
Tegan : good now come onets get u to this doctors appointment
Jonah : ok
We walk out of his aprement and we get in my car and i drive to doctors and jonah signs in . And we wait like 20 minutes before he gets called in and she asks questions to jonah and me. And she takes jonahs blood and he gets booked in for a scan and he has that
Lisa : so i got your scan back and every thing looks clear aswell as your blood . U may have just bumped your head and forgot some stuff bit it should come back in time
Jonah : ok
Tegan : thats good
Lisa : your free to go just take it easy
Jonah : i will thanks and sorry for wasting your time
Lisa : u haven't better safe then sorry
Jonah : yh
Lisa : i hope u have a good day
Jonah : and u
We leave and jomah nudges me
Jonah : i told u i was fine
Tegan : i was worried but its good to know everything is ok
Jonah : i guess but now half our day it gone
Tegan : oh well we still got half a day
Jonah : i know so what do u feel like doing
Tegan : i don't mind
Jonah : beach hike
Tegan: no hiking
Jonah : beach
Tegan : sure
Jomah : come on then
We walk to my car and i drive to the beach
Jonah : do the fans know about us
Tegan : well u know what your fans are like they are Detectives . So they have feelsing that were dating but obviously we can't say where in a relationship to them
Jonah : i really hate how we can't have girlfriends with out them getting hate
Tegan : but then u do have thoes supportive fans who only care about your happynes .
Jonah : true but are u ok with our relationship being quite
Tegan : hell yes only friends and family can propbley know
Jonah : that was quick are u ashemd of me
Tegan: obviously not its just u get a load of hate and i do not want anymore . Because on pretty much every post i have some sort of hate
Jonah : i do hate it
Tegan : me to so thats why i try ignore it
Jonah : yh u should
Tegan : mhm
Jonah : well im glad your not ashamed of me but then u did make me keep us a secret for ages . From everyone
Tegan : that was both of us
Jonah : more u
Tegan : shut up that was a long time ago
Jonah : doesn't feel that long ago for me
Tegan : it was like 4-5 months ago
Jonah : still doesn't feel that long ago
Tegan : yh
Jonah : u know when u were um pregante with my baby
Tegan : um yh
Jonah : if u didn't lose the baby do u think we would of got together along time ago
Tegan : i really don't know at the time i found i was pregnate me and u weren't friends or talking. And i wasent even in the country Infact u were still bullying me thorw text i really don't know
Jonah : i feel like we would of got together
Tegan : at that time i don't think we would of i hated u with a passion back then .
Jonah : but we would of had a baby in the piture and i know u would wanted me there to help and be a dad . Because u and your dad were close and u would of wanted that for your kid
Tegan : that is true
Jonah : so i do think we would of been together a long time ago
Tegan : maybe
Jonah : just think it would be almost 2 and half by now
Tegan : i know
Jonah : we've never really spoke about it
Tegan : for me its always been a touchie subject and it still is .
Jonah : sorry for bringing it up
Tegan : its fine i knew u would of wanted to talk about it at some point
Jonah : yh
Tegan : i know this is a long time away but if were still together in the future . How are we going to have kids because i can't have kids and u are going to want biological kids
Jonah : well there is adoption
Tegan : u are going to want biological kids
Jonah : i do but i want a family with u
Tegan : what about surrogacy
Jonah : but then its going to be your blood
Tegan : i would still treat it the same as if it was my blood
Jonah : were talk more about it when the time comes for now lets just get dinner
Tegan : ok
We walk to a restrant and we order our food
Jonah : my family is coming into town soon
Tegan : yes
Jonah : do u not find it akward that my dad and your mom got married and and then my dad gets back with my mom
Tegan : no not really do u
Jonah : no
Tegan : still can't belive what my mom done
Jonah : what to u your dad and my dad
Tegan : all of it making my dad kill himself attacking me and then your dad
Jomah : all u got to think is that shes behind bars
Tegan : and shes not my biological mother
Jonah : she still the person who raised u
Tegan : i know
Jonah : lets move on i keep bring up the wrong subjects
Tegan : its fine
Jonah : its not
I grab his hand
Tegan : it is I've dealt with my mom and all that its ok
Jonah : ok
Tegan : i can't wait to see svea and Esther
Jonah : they miss u
Tegan : they better
Jonah : I've just realised u never met my brother
Tegan : hes bussie hes married and all that
Jonah : hes the only person in my family u haven't met . U met my grandma and my gramps
Tegan : yh
Jonah : eh u will meet seb one day
Tegan : hopefully i will
Jonah : when do i get to see your family again
Tegan : well they live in spain so i don't know i barley get to see them aswell
Jonah : well when me and boys go to Spain for tour u come along and u can see them
Tegan : sounds good
Our food then arrives and we eat and then he pays for our food and we leave and i quickly drive back to mine making sure the place isent destroyed . And then back to jonahs where all the boys come over
Daniel : guys i got something to tell u all
Jack : what is it
Daniel : I'm talking to a girl and things are getting serious
Tegan : existing all u boys might be taken in the band
Zach : whoop
Corbyn : more hate will be coming our way then
Daniel : and we will get over it like we always do
Jonah : true
Tegan : having more girls to hang out with will be so good
Jonah : aren't i good enough
Tegan : no
Jack : burn
Jonah : go away
Tegan : I'm going to let u boys talk and do what u do I'm going to bed
Corbyn : night
Jonah : love u
Tegan : u to
I quickly kiss him and i get up going to the bathroom brushing my hair and teeth and i go to jonahs room getting in my pjs and i get in bed
