Jonah : wake up now
Tegan : what are u ok
Jonah : i don't know but give me your arm
Tegan : why
Jonah : show me now
I sit up and i strech
Tegan : why do u want to see my arm
Jonah : i just woke up and i looked to my side and i looked at your arm . And some of thoes cuts look new
Tegan : are u saying im cutting again
Jonah : yes
Tegan : unbelievable
Jonah : im worried i don't want u hurting yourself again
Tegan : im not i haven't done it for months and i mean months i swear . Im not sad anymore infact im propbley in the best place i have even been i . I have u the boys Christina lena max bry and ivan im really happy
Jonah : just show me your arm
I pull my sleve up and i show him
Tegan : happy
I get out of bed and grt my clothes going to the bathroom brushing my hair and teeth and changing . And i do my makeup and i walk out
Tegan : see u later
Jonah : where are u going
Tegan : collage and then im going home so I'll see u when ever
Jonah : love u
Tegan : k
I walk out and i go to my car and i drive to collage
Leah : u ready to get sweaty
Tegan ; no hate sweat
Leah : i know but come on
Tegan : is Millie here
Leah : yh shes ready
Tegan : ok
We go to floor and we go over our routine for like an hour before we preform
So we did that and then i went to the music class and i do that all and then i can finally go home
Mac : ay your here
Tegan.: yh I've desied that I'm going to stay here for a couple nights
Mac : u and jonah ok
Tegan : yep
Mac : ok
Tegan : what have u done today
Mac : seen some friends and then i come back here
Tegan : ok
Mac : how was collage
Tegan : same as usual it was alright
Mac : ok
Tegan : well I'm going to my room gonna do some work
Mac : ok
I go to my room and i get my lap top sitting down on my desk and i start doing work .
Mac : so theres something i need to tell u
Tegan : what is it
Mac : i broke the toilet
Tegan ; how do u do that
Mac : i don't know
Tegan : im going to look because i am going to need to use it soon
Mac : ok
I get up and i go to the bathroom and i start trying to fix the toilet and it took a good 2 hours to do .
Tegan : don't break it again
Mac: I'll try not to
The door then goes
Tegan : u get it
Mac : ok
I go back to my room and i carry on working
Jonah : knock knock
Tegan : what do u want are u here to ask if I've been cutting again
Jonah : no but u can't be mad at me for asking i want u to be ok . I don't want u to hurt yourself again
Tegan : well im not hurting myself again u don't need worry
Jonah : ok well i still needed to ask
Tegan : mhm
Jonah : so how was collage
Tegan : Albright what about rehersals
Jonah : pretty good
Tegan : good
Jonah : are u pissed at me
Tegan : no I'm just pissed because I've had to fix and toilet
Jonah : what
Tegan : mac broke it
Jonah : oh dear
Tegan : so what are u doing here
Jonah : to make sure were ok because i told u i loved u and went k
Tegan : that wasent very nice of me but i was just pissed that u think i would hurt myself again
Jonah : your right i wasent nice i was like did she just k my i love u
Tegan : sorry love u
Jonah : k
I get up and i slap his arm
Jonah: ow
Tegan : don't k me
Jonah : u did it first
Tegan : oh well don't k me again or i will hit u 10s harder
Jonah : abuse
Tegan : sorry.
I sit back down and i carry on with my work
Jonah : your boring stop with work
Tegan : i need to this by Friday and then im free
Jonah : anything i can help with
Tegan : no i can do it myself
Jonah : ok smarty pants
Tegan : hey rember your mom didn't pull u out of high school . Mine did so i need to get a bit smarter
Jonah : ok well u are smart
Tegan : i might be a little smart but im almost 20 years old and i don't have a job .
Jonah : youtubes a job
Tegan : and what am i going to once i start to get old and i quite YouTube
Jonah : find a job
Tegan : and you need qualifications to get job which I don't have
Jonah : just don't worry about it wait until u start to get old because u are 19 . And people in there 30s are still doing youtube . Mean if why don't we never took off or even started i would still be doing youtube .
Tegan : but before u were even in the band u were on tour and all that
Jonah : yes i know but i would propbley still be doing youtube
Tegan : ok
All of a sudden i feel jonah hands go on my shoulders
Jonah : your so tence
Tegan : stressed
Jonah : just relax
Tegan : I'll try
Jonah : juses woman relax your just tencing up even more
Tegan : u sounded just like Christina there
Jonah : i know i just relised god I've spent way to much time around her and u .
Tegan : when do i say woman because i don't think I've ever said that
Jonah : at some point
Tegan : ok what ever
Jonah : there we go u have relaxed
Tegan : yep
Mac : hey guys i um cooked dinner if u want any
Tegan : yes please im starving
Mac : what about u
Jonah : I'm hungry as well
Mac : come on then
I get up and we walk out of my room and mac dishes our food and we eat .
Mac : hey man can we be cool about the other week im sorry i shoudent of made a move on her . I know that was so nad because if someone made a move on my girl i would be gunning for them
Jonah : were cool
They shake hands
Tegan : happy u to are friends
Mac : me to
Jonah : but i swear if u make anyther move on her i will make sure she kicks u out .
Mac : fair enough
Tegan : u um might have to find a new a new place
Mac : are u kicking me out
Tegan : no no no its um a little while ago tristan asked me to move in with him kayla and kai . And i think i might move there
Jonah : u didn't tell me
Tegan : I've just been thinking about it but I'm thinking i might
Mac ; ok I'm going to go find anyther place so i can move in when u move out
Tegan : ok
Jonah : so your moving in with tristan
Tegan : possibly
Jonah : it will be fun
Tegan ; i know
Jonah : i need to go but I'll see u soon
Tegan : love u
Jonah : love u to
He quickly kisses me and we say bye and he gies and i call Tristan telling him i would move in . And for the rest of the night i chill
