No Regrets

Chapter 4

Theo is standing right next to my car waiting me to do something but I'm just frozen. i can't move. All I can do is stare at him. But I'm not angry anymore, I'm just shook that he's actually here. He knocks again and I quickly open the door, not even thinking on what I'm doing. I still feel like I'm frozen.

Theo sits in my car and smiles at me.

"Hey! How are you? I haven't seen you for so long!" I can tell that he's actually happy that he met me here tonight, but I'm definetly not. I start to get angry again. What the hell is wrong with me? Why did I let him in my car?

"Are you okay?" he looked like he is actually worried.

"Yeah, I'm fine." I replied

Theo looked a little scared of me. Maybe because I was looking at him with a deathstare but I didn't care. I just did everyting I could to focus on not killing him as I felt my anger getting stronger and stronger.

"Are you sure?" he asked, "you look like you are going to kill me any moment."                                                                                                                                                                                   I kept staring at him "Maybe because I do want to do that."                                                                                                                                                                                             He looked confused "But why? I mean I tought we were on good terms with you and your pack. Isn't Scott here?" he said with a hint of sadness in his voice.                                                                                                                                                                                            "No, Scott left Beacon Hills. He's in his new college."        "Oh, right. I forgot that he isn't in High School anymore."                                                                                     

I got a little curious" But then why are you here. Aren't you supposed to be in a college also?" He shook his head "I decided to take a year off."

I got even more curious because of his short explanation. Is he hiding something? Or am I just paranoid? "So you just took a  year off to do what? Come back to Beacon Hills and just party with a punch of High School students?" I still sounded angry, even tough I actually wasn't anymore. I couldn't be.

I looked at his eyes and basically drowned in them. His eyes are like a deep ocean and I feel really weird for even thinking that.

Theo looked at me with a serious face "Actually I just felt like I couldn't leave Beacon Hills yet. It became too important to me."

I nodded but I knew he was lying. At least some of what he said wasn't true. His heart skipped a beat when he said I "just" couldn't leave Beacon Hills. But I didn't say anythig. All tough I really wanted to know why he was lying and what else brought him back here.

"Well," he said carefully "I better get going."          "Okay."

He started to get out of my car when he suddenly stopped "Hey Liam!"                                            "Yeah?" I looked at him.

"Is it alright when I call you some other day? I mean we could hang out or something." he looked like he was actually in pain. Like he was really scared of my answer.

"Yeah, sure." I don't even know why I said that but I just couldn't stand to see that pain in his face. I felt the urge to do something....anything, so he would be alright.

He looked happy now. "Okay, cool! See you later then." He got out of my car, closed the door and just walked away. I think I sat there for 15 minutes after he left. I just sat and looked at the passengers seat. Then I started the car and drowe away really fast.