angeldust. ( lil peep one shot. )

angel dust pt.3

It's been a month since they tour me and gus apart. I'm not allowed to visit him but we've made secret calls to one and another. his trail starts today and i'm the number one person that depends and setting him free. I put on a cherry red lipstick and smacked my lips together. I knew that every word i said would be documented but where i am from is a very small town and trails are usually only a day or two. Even murder cases. So, i don't want to be pressured into saying anything since it'll happen so fast.

"Are you ready?" my mother asked looking down at me. I looked at her through the mirror. I nodded my head looking up at her.

"You look beautiful my little angel." she hugged onto me. I shook her off. I stood up and headed for the door.

"Never call me that again." i said sternly thoughts raced my head about Gustav. I shook my head and headed downstairs. Outside were a bunch of news reporters that wanted me to tell the story of my tragic kidnapping story. My mom tried to rush me into the car but i stopped.

"He didn't kidnap me! I ran away with him! Can't you see?! I want away from here because of you! Get away from me! I'm in love with him!" tears began to stream down my face thinking of what all these people thought about my amazing Gustav. My angel.

Tracy picked me up and put me in the car next to my mother who looked furious but i didn't care. All i cared about was the only person who truly cared about me. Gustav.

I looked out the window until i saw the huge building where his trail would be held. COURTHOUSE was written in big black letters above the door. I walked in and sat where they told me and waited for them to bring gustav out. It seemed like forever...

And then there he was his tattoos stood out and his eyes locked with mine. He blew a kiss towards me and i one blew back. His eyes lined with tears as me mouthed the words "i love you."

I smiled wiping away my tears i mouthed the exact words back. The judge crushed the gavel on the wooden desk signaling the trail would start.

"Order! Order!" he yelled. "We are gathered here today for the case of Gustav Ahr against the people. He is being tried with kidnapping and could serve 5 to 20 years. Let us begin." he paused. "What do you plea?" he asked gustav.

Gustav stood up sighing and croaked "not guilty."

The judge motioned for gustav to sit and looked to me and called me to the stand.

I passed gustav and i couldn't help but stare at him the whole time i walked over. I sat down in the witness stand as a man in a black suit came up to me.

"Wildfire rose please put up your right hand and repeat after me." he sternly said. i did as told.

"I wildfire rose agree to say the truth and nothing but the truth." he said and i repeated him. He nodded and another man came up to ask questions.

"Hello, wildfire rose. I'm just going to ask you a few questions. "First can you tell me simply tell me what happened that night that you were kidnapped?"

"I wasn't kidnapped. I ran away. The night i went to the party with gustav we walked away and really bonded we figured it would be too dangerous to escape from the party. So, we made a plan to run away together. Gus picked me up the next day and we ran away. We stayed away. Went as far as florida and we stayed different places mostly in his truck but... i always felt safe with him." he let my eyes tear up but quickly wiped them away to try and keep strong. i had to be honest. it hurt a little.

"is that so? why is gus healthy and you're so... weak." he tried cracking into me.

"being off my medication. sometimes i would only eat once or twice every few days. gustav would beg me to and i just couldn't." i answered.