Melancholy Blues

Rebuilding

A/N: Okay so obviously this story won't be exactly true to history. Take everything with a grain of salt. It's just a fan fiction lol. But still I hope you all enjoy and leave me any feedback if you have any (: thank you for reading!♥️

I woke up the next morning in a complete daze. My head hurt so badly. The room I was in was dark. I could see sun shining from a window with curtains closed. What was going on? All that's covering me is a sheet. I start to sit up and feel some resistance. I look down and I can see an arm holding me at my waist. My eyes slowly start to adjust to the lighting. "Please don't go.." I hear the person next to me mumble. Suddenly everything started rushing back into my memory. Immediately butterflies start swirling around in my stomach and a smile is drawn across my face. I lay back down and snuggle up next to Freddie. Listening to the soft sound of his breathing made my heart feel so warm. What a beautiful man...I payed next to him in his embrace for what seemed like forever. Just gazing at his face and being able to smell his skin when I breathed. Everything was so uncertain right now. What would even happen when he wakes up?
He finally began to stir and stretch and his brown eyes opened and met mine. "Good morning dear" he said with a sleepy smile  and then letting out a yawn. "Good morning Freddie" I said quietly. He tussled and fluffed his long wavy hair which caused me to blush. Oh how cute! I watched him fully wake up with a smile on my face. He sits up and looks at a clock sitting on the nightstand next to the bed. "Hm...it's still fairly early actually. What do you want to do love?" He asks me with his eyebrows raised. "I guess.....first we should talk? I still don't know whats going to happen...where...should I...where do I go?" I look down..I feel like such an idiot. A nuisance. What was I thinking? "I'm so sorry for all of this..I should never have dragged you into this." My voice is starting to crack. My face starts to get hot and I cover my face with my hands. I start to get up and try to get off of the other side of the bed. Freddie lunges towards me and grabs me by my waist pulling me in a tumbling motion backwards on the bed.
"I don't know what it is about you. But already I can tell you that I need you around. You make me smile..I am so comfortable around you...if you would want to...I would like you to come with me when I leave here..that's all your choice though. You don't have to do anything you don't want to." He looked down as he said this to me. He spoke so softly. I cupped his face with both hands still laying next to him. "I never once believed in love at first sight. I never believed there was someone who treats me the way you do out there. But to me you are now the air that fills my lungs. I wouldn't be here without you. If you will let me I would go with you to the ends of the earth." Freddie smiled at me cupping my face with both hands as well. He pulled me close for such a long passionate kiss I thought our souls became intertwined.

We spent the next few hours just talking and cuddling. Sharing our pasts, hopes, dreams..what we wanted out of life. It felt like talking to a best friend. Someone I had known all my life. With every word that escaped his lips I feel even further in love. How could this all happen so fast?
"Violet? ...love what do you want from me?...not just life and aspirations, but really, what about just me? " his question really seemed to come out of the blue. He sat up and crossed his legs covering himself with the sheet. I sat up to be at eye level with him. "Just be honest..talk to me..let me be a person." He gave a concerned look. "Darling. I'll treat you the way a girl...a person should be treated."  I leaned forward and kissed him. Slowly running my hands up his chest to his shoulders and softly started to push him down onto the bed. I get on top of him and start to twirl his hair between my fingers. Freddie loudly cleared his throat "now don't go starting something you don't intend to finish dear." He raised his eyebrows and gave me a little pout.
"What?...I would never" I whispered in his ear then gently but his earlobe. He inhaled sharply grabbing onto my waist. Every breath this man took made me fall deeper in love with him. I sat up on his lap facing him with my legs bent at his sides. He looked up at me, his beautiful brown eyes seeing right through to my soul. "I ..I really do believe you've got me falling for you love." He said quietly giving me a little smile. He took me so off guard. I froze. "I hope you don't think this is just all because of sex or all about it...I mean we're only human dear. Haha although it absolutely is a plus." He said now beaming a huge smile at me. He pulled me down to him for a kiss. "I'm going to show you the way a real man should actually treat a woman" whispering into my ear. Kissing my cheek making his way down my neck. He gave a lick at my neck and then a small bite. Instantly I melted in his arms. In one day I was completely his. He had me in the palm of his hand. 

Suddenly there was a very loud fast knock at the door. Freddie rolled his eyes "for fucks sake really?" He grumbled "hold on love" he said kissing my forehead as he got up wrapping a sheet around his waist. I covered up with the blanket on the bed as I peeked at who was at the door. "What what what WHAT!?" Freddie said opening the door. 3 young men stood outside the door looking shocked. One with short wavy hair and such an innocent looking face stood behind the other two. One with long blonde hair and the other with very curly brown hair. The two in front trying to look past Freddie and see who else was in the room. The man with the curly brown hair finally said something to break the awkward silence. " Fred it's damn near 3pm we were supposed to be up hours ago! What were you doing?! We have an interview in an hour come on get ready! We need to leave!"  Freddie tried to block their view of me. Hey who have you got in there the blonde man said raising one eyebrow and poking his head inside. " get out!" Freddie screamed " ill be out in a few minutes okay? Just give me that and I'll be out there to go" He then closed the door quickly and turned to me. "Darling I am so sorry for that..I completely forgot I had work today" he calmly said while walking over to sit on the bed. "Work? What is it that you do? How can you go to work from a hotel?" Freddie interrupted me with a chuckle and explained " sh sh sh sh were on tour love. We only stay in each town for a day or two at a time. Traveling around to perform" I felt as if my heart hit the floor and shattered. "Does...that mean..you're leaving soon? Leaving me?"my eyes began starting to tear up. What will I do without him? He can't be gone already. My mind began racing and the panic started to set in. "Darling of course not..well we do need I leave. That much is true however I couldn't see myself not continuing without waking up to that face of yours....let me talk with the guys and see what we can do..I'll find a way don't you worry." He gave me a cuddle stroking my hair to comfort me. "Don't cry love, I'll be back in a few hours. I want you to stay here and wait until I get back...that is if that's okay with you?"
"How could I leave..when you already have my heart Freddie? As long as you promise to come back that's fine..I'll wait."
He kissed my forehead again and gave me a big smile. He hugged me again and began quickly getting dressed.
"I promise I'll be back as soon as I can. Get ready while I'm gone though. I want to introduce you to the guys tonight!" He said excited. He covered my face with kisses finishing with a lingering kiss on my lips. "See you soon darling! Don't wander off!" He said while heading out the door carrying his shoes. What just happened? Everything was happening so fast. Perform? What did he mean by that. Gosh how could I feel so strongly for someone now that I realize I don't know him at all..truly love at first sight.