Melancholy Blues

Trust

A/N:
This third part will start to get pretty adult so yeah there's your warning. Again if you have any input let me know!

Me and Freddie come out from the alley very flushed and giggling. "This way darling, I've already got a room for the week." He says matter of factly. "What? A week? How do you already have a room?" I hesitantly question. "Well you see I'm in a band and getting rooms during busy weeks with a lot of gigs is just easier for me. We actually had a show tonight. If finished about an hour and a half before we stumbled upon each other. Haha I was out for a celebratory drink at that bar." Wow it seems that I kind of ruined his night..what do I do from here? Do I actually go with him? What my will he think of me for that? We literally just snuck into my ex boyfriends house to get my things..talk about baggage...literally. "Darling?" He says with a questioning tone. "You seem to be a bit stuck in your head. What are you thinking about?". Ah! He caught me.." Uhm..do I go with you? I absolutely would never want to be a bother.." He stopped walking. "It would be more of a bother if you didn't honestly, I would hate to think what could happen to you just out wandering around." He brings his face close to mine so that our noses touch and he nuzzles it from side to side causing me to smile and laugh a little bit. "That smile is so gorgeous when you bring it out! You're really beginning to give me butterflies my dear!" Butterflies?! My god. My knees begin to feel weak. How did I ever chance upon this perfect human being. "I'm not going to lie to you dear. Honestly I'm starting to find myself very taken with you. So complex. I've seen you so vulnerable and I'm dying to see you at your best". He said in a low tone pushing my lower back to kickstart me walking again. We pass a few blocks and arrive at a huge hotel. We pass through the doors and he holds a hand out to stop me. "Hold on while I get a key" he says quickly. He walks over to the desk and after a few minutes of chatting he comes back with a golden key with a keychain that had a room number on it. We get into the lift and he pushes the button for our floor. The moment the doors closed he pulled me towards him by my waist. He began to kiss my neck starting at my collarbone working his way up to my cheek. His breath was so warm and smelled of vodka and cigarettes but to me it smelled amazing. My entire body felt that it was made of feathers as he licked up again from my collarbone to the middle of the side of my neck and gave me a tiny bite. I gasp so loud but in return he lets out a small low groan. "Am about to make all of your troubles disappear my darling" he whispers into my ear. My breathing became hard and fast. Then suddenly he pulls back quickly and we hear a ding. "We're at our floor miss Violet" he grabs my suitcase and I follow trying to catch my breath. What the hell just happened? He really has me in the palm of his hand. His touch feels like static energy. So much just physical chemistry. He strolls past a few doors until he stops at the one with the keys number written on it. "This is us dear!" And motions me with his hand to follow him in.

He sets my suitcase down on the floor next to a dresser and then walks over to a side table with a half full bottle of vodka and a bottle of soda and pours a glass. He takes a swig and then holds a glass out to me with raised eyebrows. "Would you like a drink love?....just one though. Don't need a repeat of an awful situation " i nod and walk over reluctantly. I'm so on edge. He makes me so nervous but In the best way. He hands me a glass pats the space next to him on the bed. I smile and take small sips from my cup. "Feeling okay dear? I don't want to make you feel uncomfortable or obligated or anything of the sort" he looks at me and his eyes are sparkling again. I can feel my heart beating out of my chest again and my face becoming hot. "He takes my hand and unbuttons his shirt halfway down and places my hand against his chest. I can feel his heartbeat. It's so fast. "I don't know what it is, but you really have me under some sort of spell." I immediately grab his hand and place it on the same spot on my chest. He looks down at his hand and then at my face. He is beginning to turn red. That realization that you are both feeling the same thing for each other is like magic. The electricity that you feel when your skin makes contact with theirs. He begins to move in closer to me and his hand begins to travel down to my breast and I jump back. "C-Can I take a shower first? It's been a crazy night" I blurt out. "Of course miss Violet. Anything you need."  I smile at his sweetness I stand up and lean down to kiss him gently on the cheek getting butterflies when I stand up and see him smiling back up at me.