The Path I Crave!

Chapter 8

Chandni

Awesome!

That turned out dreadful. I wanted him to make me feel special, without sounding desperate to my own ears. I ended up disappointing both of us.

Wow Chandni! Way to go!

Cursing myself I stroll downstairs to find Rishi and Adi enjoying booze in silence. Ever since I remember, they have made it a tradition to booze every night and savor the tranquillity of the night. I hate interpreting but I hate Adi's ignorance towards me as well.

'You want a drink?' Rishi asks when I crash next to him on the couch. Yup! My brother just offered me a drink. As long as I know my limits, he doesn't mind. When I'm with him, he lets me enjoy a drink or three. I accept the drink.

'Adi, Talk to me please, I'm sorry' I feel guilty for pushing him away. Ignoring, he sips his drink.

'What's wrong Chandni?' Rishi enquires with concern.

'He wanted to kiss me but then I pushed him away. Now he won't talk to me' I complain to my brother. Yup! I just discussed kissing my boy friend with my brother. And I don't feel an ounce of regret. Rishi raised me and I think he has the right to know every minor detail of my life. He raised me as a friend, brother and as a parent, so it's convenient to share all the details of my life.

No regrets there.

Rishi clears his throat, while I take a sip of my drink. 'Firstly, you can't kiss my sister in my house. I haven't given you that freedom yet' he says to Adi. Adi's lips twitches slightly. 'Secondly, when a man in love kisses, you don't push him away' he adds facing me. Now Adi's frown changed into a grin. 'Thirdly, I am sleepy. So sort your mess. And I'm certain, I'm not interested in your extensive version of love life' he adds walking towards his room. His way of saying don't discus kissing his little sister.

'Chandni' Rishi calls from doorframe of his room. 'Did you really push him away?' He grins at us. I grin back like a stupid person and Rishi was gone.

'Adi, I'm sorry' I say standing before him and the ignorance is pissing me off. My anger reached an unbearable limit, I urge to break something was unbearable. So I did the next thing I could do. I splashed the drink in my hand, straight to Adi's face. Tossing the glass on the couch, I sprinted to my room. I could hear Rishi laughing and Adi cursing words.

He managed to push the door, before I could even close it. 'I am sorry. I am sorry' I kept repeating while he held my wrist, pinning me to the closed door. He pressed his forehead on mine, taking in deep breath, trying to compose his uneven breath. He smelled of liquor, it certainly made me high.

My senses worked twice better than normal. The scent of liquor and Adi, his hands on my wrist, his chest pressing mine, I might be dribbling right now.

Kiss me, kiss me, kiss me........

'I am going to make you beg' tangling his fingers between mine. 'for the kiss' he whispered. I could beg now. Right now, I'm up for anything he wants. Adi was too tempting but any attempt to move, failed. I thought savoring the moment was better than fighting him off.

My eyes closed, I could feel his breath becoming smoother. He moved his lips on to my cheeks, brushing my nose with his, moving downward towards my neck, shiver broke through my skin. He dragged his lips on the length of my neck without kissing me once. My neck fell back and he kissed the base of neck, moving towards the other side, in a painfully slow pace.

Moving towards my ear tugging my earlobe 'Have I earned the kiss baby?' he whispered into my ears, biting my earlobes. Bloody god! I wanted him to kiss me, real, real bad. I wanted those lips on mine. The simple pleasure of his touch was unbearable. I can't imagine the delight of kissing him. Just when my knees were giving up on me, he let me free.