Fire & Ice

Is he mine?

I woke up, Saturday morning to my usual crystalized ceiling due to my nightmares. But this one must have been really bad. My ceiling was filled with sharp shards of ice pointing towards me. Just the slightest bump against the wall and i was done for. i sighed and slowly climbed out of bed being careful not to make alot of noise. I went to the bathroom and grabbed the giant heater i had under the sink and turned it on pointing towards the ceiling.

As the ice melted in the room i took a boiling hot shower. I was trying to remember the dream i had to figure out why they made me freak out so bad but i just couldn't. something wouldn't allow me to remember. I have to figure out whats wrong. every night it seems like they get worse and worse. im afraid to wake up and see myself in bed. i turned off the shower and stood im front of the mirror. i didnt bother with a towel and i just let the water freeze and drop down into the tiled floor.

I looked at my stomach and traced my finger over the giant scar that ran across it towards my back and up my neck. I dont even know where this came from. where or how i got it, and the biggest question.. why? I turned on my sink to brush my teeth and noticed the small paper that marcus had given me yesterday. .... the meet.. I picked it up and looked at the time for it and it was around 9 o clock. I really didnt feel like going to that thing. I looked at my wall clock sitting over the toilet.

i had about 30 minutes to get ready, but im not sure if i want to.

I brushed my teeth and got dressed. I put on my dark blue skinny jeans ans my favorite Baby blue top. Walking out the bathroom the shards of ice were melted onto the tile floor. i smiled satisfied and threw down a few towels to dry up the water. I heard a knock at the front door as i was whipping up the water. whos that? i looked at my calendar on the wall nearest my dresser and saw i had another month until i have to pay rent again. I dropped the towels on the floor and walked to the front door to see who it was. I slowly unlocked the door and opened it slightly. I could see a tall red head standing in the hallways staring at his phone.

" marcus?" Marcus looked up at the door startled and saw me peeping through the small crack. I held in a breath and was about to close the door but he pushed it open and walked inside. " are you ready? we have a few minutes for breakfast before we have to be there." he said looking around my apartment. Why is he... No how did he find my room? He turned to look at me,

he stared for a while before a light blush grew on his cheeks.

He looks so cute, i just want to hug him. I looked at his eyes and completely lost control of my actions They were so pretty, so wild complete opposite of my dull blue ones. I stepped closer to him until he was towering over me like yesterday. Without thinking i wrapped my arms around his waist and pulled myself closer to him. My head rested against his heated torso and i just buried myself in his warmth.

He smelled like wild roses and felt so warm like the summer sun. i could hold him for.. Oh no. I looked up at him and he was staring down at me with wide eyes. my stomach twisted in knots as i pried myself off of him and bolted for my bedroom. WHY DID I JUST DO THAT!? I slammed my door shut and slid to the floor. Tears threatened to fall as they welled up at the edges of my eyes.

I heard a small knock on the door which made my heart stop. I trembled in fear as the other side of the door grew quiet. Please tell me he left. please say hes gone i begged. " jack.."

I whimpered at the call of my name and hid my face behind my hands. Hes going to yell at me isnt he? My crush My old friend The only person whos nice to me hates me now. " come out here."

Why so you can just tease me in my face? just leave me alone... please.

" i will sit here all day jack, im not leaving until you come out."