Love foreva|| Trairi 💕(on hold)

The letter p

Prime: okay so.... um
Tray: so u putting it down like dat?
Prime: I mean....
Airi: so she is pregnant?
*kianna walks in*
Kianna: Airi you pregnant?!
Airi: Hell na! Are you pregnant!?
*kianna and prime bust out laughing*
Prime: yes Airi she's pregnant! But how did you know?
Tray: her nosey ass heard y'all.
Airi: shut up ain't nobody ask yhu. But yea I had heard kianna scream it's positive and heard y'all lil conversation.
Kianna: ole nosey ass!
Tray: leave her lone.
*every one laughs*

*2 days past*

Airis pov
Imma having a bad feeling. I've been waking up and throwing up out of no where. I be tired when I just get up and walk. I'm always hungry. And somehow I get lil headaches out of no where. O and I can't forget the worst part! My period is a whole week late! Me and tray be ducking but we use protection except hold on! Like a month ago we didn't and that was like a few days after my period! No Ik we we did! He had too! Imma ask him.
Airi: baeee!
Tray: hmm
Airi: wake up it's important!
Tray: yes airionna
Airi: okay um we been using protection right?
Tray: y- *cut off by Airi running to throw up*
Tray: bae you okay?
Airi: no! Maybe my kidneys messing up agin but my period ain't came n imma kinda nervous!
Tray: if yhu was pregnant the doctors would have told you last week.
Airi: no because all the did was look at my urine and said dats how they knew the didn't check anything else!
Tray: Airi yhu not pregnant!
Airi: okay if my period don't come on in a day we taking a test!
Tray: okay don't tell nobody until we know 4 sure.
Airi: if we do are we going to keep it?
Tray: he'll yea!
Airi: okay.

I was being hard headed and wanted to know before him because I'm not ready to be a mother at all! Like I can't! I don't see myself being able to handle it! I went to the store and got a test. I took the test and it was positive. I cried because I knew I couldn't keep this baby. So I had no choice... I took pills I knew would kill it.
The next day come around and we went together to get the test. I was hoping the baby was dead but who knows? We took the test and it came back negative....
tray face looked disappointed.

Airi: baee what's wrong?
Tray: I kinda was hoping you were.
Airi: really?
Tray: I've been waiting for the longest.
Airi: o maybe we can start trying later on.
Tray: sure why not...

Trays pov
It was 2 things about today I was disappointed about. The first was Airi wasn't pregnant and this is the 1st time my sister hasn't called us on her birthday. It's kinda crazy how everything bad or disappointing happens to me. Kinda feels like shit. I left her like 19 messages of saying happy bday and stuff n no response.  Just crazy how many times my heart can be broken in a day.  Ole well guess I'm used to it.

*tray phones ring*
Tray: hello
Mo: tray...
tray: mo?
Mo: yea imy so much and reall love you that for blowing my phone up lol
Tray: mo come home!
Mo: if you wanna live I can't!
Tray: why? It's Lai isn't it!
Mo:yes... 
(To be continued)