Fat Bottomed Girls (Maylor)

It'll Be Great; Chapter 6

"Shit... Freddie... Please don't tell anyone about this! Please..." Roger pleaded. He was pretty sure that Brian didn't want them to be public because Brian wasn't out and he was also pretty sure that Brian didn't even know he was queer before he fell for Roger.

Freddie laughed. "Of course I won't tell. But I knew you were gay for each other before you knew it. I can tell a gay from a mile away. Plus with the way you two act around each other gives it away completely!" Brian and Roger nervously chuckled.

"Is it really that obvious?" Roger asked.

"Well I'm gay so I can tell but I'm pretty sure no one else will be able to. No need to worry." Freddie walked in and flopped down on Brian's queen sized mattress. They all requested that size because well...

Roger glanced at Brian and noticed him frowning. Brian put on a fake smile and started chatting with Freddie. Why was Brian upset? Did Roger say something wrong? Did he mess up another relationship? He decided to ask Brian once Freddie left.

"So how long have you two been together?"

"Well actually we just admitted that we fancied each other a few minutes ago and then we..." Brian started blushing like a school girl and Roger smirked. Freddie had a knowing look on his face but changed the subject to avoid Brian's embarrassment.

"So how did you find out?" Freddie turned to Roger.

"Well Brian revealed it to me."

"Really?! Darling you have no idea! I was not expecting that at all! Roger has been gushing to me about you for so long! Every conversation he found a way to sneak you into it! He would always say 'I'm going to tell Brian how I feel. As soon as I find a way to do it.' It never happened! I'm so happy you two are together, now." Freddie had a huge smile on his face as he looked back and fourth between the two. Brian was smirking and Roger was nervously laughing while madly blushing. "Well anyways, I'll leave you two alone. Practice was cut short because you two decided to have kinky sex instead of practicing. By the way Roger, I put your bag on the desk you two guys were fucking on. Bye!" Freddie said as he left the two alone. They both tried to correct Freddie or defend themselves but he was gone before any of them could say anything.

"So... you told Freddie?"

"Yeah hehe."

"Oh." Brian looked surprised. "I didn't know you were out."

"Yeah I was out to Freddie. I actually was so freaked out because I didn't know what I was. I knew I wasn't straight but I wasn't gay because I liked girls sometimes, too. Just mostly guys. I was confused and scared but Freddie told me that no one is just gay or straight and that sexuality is like a spectrum. That man is only smart if it's something that involves him haha." Roger smiled at the memories and looked up to Brian. "How about you? When did you know?"

"Oh um. I guess I didn't know until I found out I liked you." Brian blushed and nervously chuckled. "I'm sorry everything is just going so fast. Not in a bad way but... I'm just a little overwhelmed..." He saw Roger's guilty face and quickly reassured him. "You didn't do anything wrong! I just... Sorry..." Brian looked at the floor.

"Brian it's okay. I was like this when I found out my sexuality, too."

"Thanks, Roger... Anyways... So it's kind of funny. After what happened when I walked in on you, I had a dream where we were performing the song but for some reason I was singing it? After I woke up I wrote that song. It's called "Fat Bottomed Girls." It was like 4 am when I wrote it and I'm pretty sure I was high on exhaustion. It was originally going to be called "Fat Bottomed Boys" but I thought that would be obvious and I didn't want the media questioning me and stuff. I was really confused from the dream because we were flirting with each other on stage. I guess I knew but I didn't process it until we were here. You were looking at the song and was thinking 'I can't let Roger know I like him!' and then I realized I actually fancied you. Sorry I ramble when I'm nervous..."

"It's okay. What happened in the dream? You don't have to answer if you don't want to."

"Well as you know we were performing the song and I looked back at you and you were winking at me I think. Then I smirked at you and that went on for a bit while I was still singing. Oh yeah there were a few lip bites in there somewhere."

"Hot."

"In the dream I knew the song was about you. I woke up and suddenly was questioning my existence." Brian quietly laughed and looked back at Roger. Then Brian frowned. Why did Roger not want anyone to know about them? Was he ashamed of Brian? He decides to ask.

"Rog, why don't you want us to be public? Are you embarrassed by me?" Roger's eyes widened.

"Of course not! I lo- like you so much! I thought you didn't want to be public because you weren't out yet."

"I think I'm okay to be out to the band. I don't really know if I want to out to the public yet." Brian looked at Roger, hoping that he understood. Roger nodded and sat back on the table.

"I understand, Bri. I'm not out to anyone besides Freddie and you." Roger smiled at Brian. He just couldn't believe that Brian May was his boyfriend. He's had a crush on Brian basically since they met. He always looked up to him and thought he was attractive but didn't think anything of it. Eventually he figured it out when he got incredibly angry and jealous when some girl was flirting with Brian after a Smile concert. It wasn't until he met Freddie, who helped him realize he was in love with Brian. He always ranted to Freddie about Brian and the singer asked Roger if he loved Brian. He said yes without realizing it. Roger shifted on the desk and Brian looked at him weirdly.

"Why do you like sitting on tables so much? I've seen you do it everywhere. At your home. At my home. Here." Brian chuckled at Roger as he crossed his arms and hopped off the desk to flop on the foot of the bed. Brian sat beside him.

"I think it's because I'm the shortest in the band. If I'm on a desk, I'm not as short. Plus Freddie said that a lot of gay people do it too. I don't know why all gay people do that but it's true. Next thing we know, you'll be doing it, too... hehe. Sorry I ramble when I'm nervous..."

"Why are you nervous?" Brian asked.

"I think it's because we're coming out to the band. Usually, when I start dating someone, I don't feel the need to tell anyone but with you, it's different. I want people to know because I feel so lucky to have you," Roger said as he sat up and scooted closer to Brian. Brian looked down at Roger and pulled the blond closer to him and draped his arm around Roger's shoulders.

"We'll tell them tomorrow. It'll be great."