Wrong Game

Chapter 19

Kimberley

It had been two days since that day and yet didn't seem to be able to shake him off my mind that look in his eyes before I left begging me not to go not to give up. Was I wrong? Should I have stayed? Did I hurt him? My pain kept getting bigger for some unknown reason I was mad at him but didn't even know why I was mad at him in the first place.
I pulled my phone out and started watching our videos then it hit me how cute he was and for the first time I noticed how he looked at me every time I didn't look at him and that second my heart twisted in my chest but I couldn't text him or call him was it pride ? If yes over what? I'm so confused over my emotions 🥺.
"Rooosss?" Serena asked over the phone and my heart skipped at the mention of his name.
"Is he ok? I noticed he wasn't online for the past two days didn't know he also hasn't been home for two days that's so much not him"
My heart started racing in my chest I bet the sound of it could be heard miles away. I sat up straight trying to understand what she was saying while panicking and questioning my self. Was it because of me? What have I done?
"Kim have you heard from him since?"
"Me? N..no.. is he okay is something wrong?"
"Looks like he hasn't been seen for two days apparently he packed a few stuffs two days ago and left the house without saying a word that's so weird"
I looked at my phone and looked at his face and prayed I didn't cut something in him with my pride and without noticing a tear found its way down my chick
"Hey are you okay?" Serena questioned worried and not understanding what just happened
"No it's all my fault I shouldn't have left him that day he begged me not to leave him alone but I did"
"I don't understand breath and explain to me"
"I need to fix this sorry I have to go"
I stormed out looking for a way to call him knowing he obviously wouldn't pick my calls. I found a call box and tried his number but that female annoying voice popped in my ear "sorry the number you are trying to reach is not avoidable at the moment please try later" I ran through my hair worried about I had done.
"What have I done?"
I decided to walk a little to air my mind and calm down but I couldn't shake the image of him in my mind his eyes before I left. I know it's all sudden and sounds crazy but I never imagined he'd react this to a girl he just met did I really mean something to him? "No I don't wanna fall in love" I sat on a bench and kept questioning my self "was I in love with him already?"
I really needed to talk to someone that knows be and only my best friend could but it was late and I know she always kept her phone off during the night.
I decided walk back home it was about about 2am places were pretty dark I walked my way down the lonely streets and decided to play my best song

And started pouring my emotions on the lyrics
When you dancing in the club
And the nights are getting hard
Do you think about us?
Do you think about us?
When the music gets so loud
And the girls are all around
Do you think about us?
Do you think about us?
'Cause I do, think about you
When I'm up here in my hotel room
Need you love, don't know what I'm gon' do
My body so hot, I'm missin' you
One touch is all I want
I call my girls, we go down to the club
Walk through the crowd, 'til I find my love
I look in your eyes and the whole world stops

My pain grew deeper when I imagined what must be going through his mind at the moment where had he gone to? I kept torturing my self to understand until it hit me. I remembered that day he told me he doesn't wanna take nobody's virginity unless they were ready to be his. So that's why he's mad? What kind of guy gets mad over pussy?

I started walking my way down to the house but found my self instead around his house."how did I get here?" I loudly questioned my self. I battled my self to over and ask if he was back but my pride was bigger the pain was only getting deeper I was hating him even more for not texting me after I had left.
"What should I do" I screamed in my own head this felt like poison I needed a cure at the same time I was not ready to talk to him or see him but at the same time I needed to talk to him and see him I needed his eyes I needed his laugh his touch I needed his happiness.

**Ross had left for some unknown destination and had everybody wondering and Kim seemed to be worried cause she doesn't know y he did that...read next chapter to find out what happened**