Wrong Game

Chapter 35

ROSS

It took me every inch of strength not to jump on her and kiss her,every word outta her lips felt delicious to my brain I wanted to taste her again I needed to smell her close to me, her fragrance in my mind, my nose on her skin. I don't know how nor why but she looked better than I remembered her.

But no I couldn't give in to my emotions ones again it had reason of me so many times in the past I felt like I needed to brush it off just this ones beat my emotions to it's game. I mentally was dying and emotionally torn but she didn't deserve to see it I had to be tough.

"She's that way" i didnt listen to any word she had been speaking to me all i wanted was to kiss her but i couldn't "i shouldn't " I spoke to my self innerly. She looked at me with mix emotions she couldn't believe I was that firm not even a twist of a smile. I knew how I looked like when I meant to be serious my mother hated that side of me because it was cold she had been begging me for the past 6months not to quit on my joyful side but I couldn't if I wanted to be better and handle situations better. She would tell me " I know you probably having a lot you have been keeping in there and that's why you decided to be like your father cold but you don't have to be it's okay to be hurt you just have to walk through it you're a man and the best man I've known".

I had to leave her presence her ora was intoxicating me I had held my breath but didnt even notice then I mentally pushed my self to move and I walked pass her finally without saying a word nor looking at her I just moved and as I did my heart kept shrinking in my chest from pain cause I knew I was hurting her this very moment.

I rushed my self to the elevator and pressed the buttons to my room I needed to be there I needed to be alone I needed to focus on my plans can't let my plans fly off because of some stupid emotions. I felt the deep need to smoke something strong thankfully Helpful super hero Mike had introduced me to weed something I never knew I would smoke for nothing in this world.

I walked over to my drawer drew out a blunt, turned off the light, took the uniform off and put some loud music and there was I in my world feeling my music but then the thought of her kept creeping to my mind I wanted her but I needed to stay away

                                                                         

Kimberley

We left for the ladies room which was just on our left... I tried to brush his eyes off my mind they were full of anger,disgust,pain. I felt my heart beat so fast against  my chest I thought it will burst my chest and pour itself out maybe it should so I don't feel this way.

"He hates me Thal" I spoke up as she lifted her head to look at me.
"No he doesn't he's just mad he will be back I'm certain." She replied trying to calm me down but the tears couldn't stop from pouring out from my eyes.
"You didnt see his eyes he hates me he hates me so much I should have stayed that night I should have" I screamed and hit my hands hard against the wall I wish I had not done that.
"Then find him and say you are sorry"
"I don't even know where he is" I laughed in between  my tears.
"I do" I looked at her in surprise
"I tried telling you I met him yesterday in the elevator I know his floor but his room is what I don't know" I lowered my head in disappointment.
"But I know someone who may know it wait me here" she took off and left me in there alone in shock about how she had this much info.

I waited for about 5mins then she came back with a smile.
"Last floor"
"Lol there are 40 rooms on every floor" I joked
"Not on that one there's only one so go there now"
I took off instantly I couldn't control my body my body was controlling me I needed to say I'm sorry I needed to say I love him I needed to say I missed him I needed him just ones before he pushes me away.
I reached the elevator and this song was playing in it.

I pressed the button for the last floor I could feel that same energy that pushed me to the elevator leaving my body as fear took over me. I couldn't think straight at the moment then it opened and the a huge door stood before me I wondered how he could afford a presidential suit.
As I stood there every bit of courage left my body. I wanted to knock but my hands were too heavy for me to lift I tried to leave but my body couldn't. I knocked but no reply. The door wasnt closed so I decided to head in it was dark lights were out. I couldn't help but notice how huge this place was until my eyes fell on him standing in front of a glass staring at the city beneath him.
"R. Ross" I called
"I don't want you to speak" he knew I was there? Then I saw the screen on the wall with camera controls.
"I.."
"I don't want you to speak like I said" he then turned around and met with my eyes but this time I could feel love all over them.
"Take" he handed my his blunt while walking up to me.
"I don't..."
"I don't care I said take" I don't know what this was but he was making my body react weirdly his tone his attitude everything was different.
I took it out and blew into it I coughed hard it was my first time.
"Now look at me" I looked up at him and he then...

**next chapter soon soon soooooon***