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"why couldn't you tell me in person"
you put that in one of your many amazing poems you wrote.
that one, i knew was about me.
you were talking about me.
the night where i brushed my fingers through your hair,
when i laid my lips on your forehead,
when i grabbed your hand and felt like everything was okay.
you said that, you said that all,
so i knew, it was about me.
you told me to put my phone down, to show my emotions behind the screen.
oh babe i wish i could
i wish i could tell you how butterflies appear when i'm near you,
how seeing you laugh makes my heart melt,
listening to your dry sense humor made me laugh,
feeling my rough hands on your soft,beautiful face.
oh babe i wish i could.
there's so much i want to say, to you, in person.
yet i never find the words, or it's never the right time or this or that.
so until i get the guts, i'm sorry.
i'm sorry my social anxiety kicks in before my emotions.
i'm sorry i can't express how much you mean to me.
i'm sorry i can't express how much that night in your room brought me so much closer to you.
Until then, i love you.
i love who you are, behind the mask.
i love who you turned me into.
until then, thank you.
i love you
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