*HOLY FUCK, I'm rereading this chapter right now and it's so cringe. I honestly have no clue why I made it so cringeworthy.
Italics - Billie Jean
Bold - TheoCan I call you now?
Delivered at 7:48 PMGive me 5 minutes. I'll
call you.
Delivered at 7:51 PM•
Billie's P.O.V.
"Lana. I literally feel like I'm going to throw up. I can't do this. We can't do this. He'll hate me, I mean he already does, but he'll hate me even more." I couldn't help but word vomit at the situation at hand.
"Bitch. Get ahold of yourself. You aren't going to be talking it's just me. Calm your tits." She put her hands on my shoulders. I think she was trying to calm me down, but I couldn't really tell.
I looked down at my phone to see that Theo was typing and just felt another wave of anxiety hit me. I felt so stupid for even agreeing to this.
Hey, don't be nervous. I'm not going to
judge you or anything.If it makes you feel better I can
do all the talking.I let out a breath that it felt like I had been holding in for the past five minutes. Why was Theo Smith calming me down?
"Let's do this." I said with a nervous smile. This dumb schoolgirl crush was going to kill me.
I hit call under Theo's contact and put the phone on speaker before handing it to Lana.
"Hello?" The husky voice of Theodore Smith answered. I felt the butterflies in my stomach and honestly felt pathetic for how I was acting.
"Theo! Hi, it's Judy." Lana said with a small chuckle.
"You're voice is really pretty. I feel like I've heard it before."
I couldn't help but feel a pang of jealousy at what he said, but it wasn't Lana's fault that I was a pussy. He thinks it me so of course he's flirting I kept reminding myself.
"Thanks Theo. I know for a fact that you've had." Lana pointed out.
"It's really nice to hear your voice Judy. This might sound really cheesy but I've been thinking about what you sound like for the past three weeks." Theo explained.
"You're such a mystery and you still are one. I can't wait to find out who you really are." He continued and I couldn't help but blush as he talked.
'Tell him that I'm scared to show him who I am'
I wrote down for Lana to read back."I'm just really scared that when you find out who I am that you'll stop talking to me." Lana said. I gave her a thumbs up at her reply. She was great with words.
"I don't think I could ever do that. This past month has been crazy. It would be strange to just stop talking to you Judy."
"Call me B. That's easier than Judy-" Lana let out an oof as I pushed her for going off script.
"What happened? Are you okay?"
"Yeah. It was just Lana. She's being really annoying right now. I think she wants to talk to you." Lana smirked.
"Really haha. Hi Lana."
I wanted to bury myself alive now as Lana smirked at me. I gave her the look and she just laughed.
"Sorry she's being really shy right now."
"Hey B. I really don't want to hang up, but Ryan just got here and I don't need him to say anything embarrassing to you. Maybe I can call you tomorrow night?" Theo explained.
"Will see Theo-" Lana gave me a look "love you. Bye!!" Lana said before hanging up the phone and tossing it to me. That's it I'm officially dead.
"What we both know that it's true. You guys literally talk everyday, Billie. Stop being a pussy and talk to him." Lana said while walking out of my room leaving me dumbfounded.
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